>Some people say "they would rather me alive than the money" but I kind of disagree,

That's very deep and very true when you think of it in an unemotional way. Even people kill for money in some parts of the world if not everywhere. 

>if I am not doing something that I feel matters, I am not going to be able to sustain it for long

This is very me, sometime people call it being stubborn but its better to do what matters than do what doesn't later to have the regrets. 

Also as humans we at one point do what doesn't matters to us in the long run, I sometime tell my some of my friends that you don't need a degree to be intelligent orot well educated. What matters to them is the certificate and getting a job that won't later pay their bills or make them happy.

I prefer doing what I love doing and have passion for, even if it's not too rewarding than do what doesn't matter to me. 

Moat of this friends of mine too only believe the best way to get the best out of crypto is buying and waiting for it to pump so they can sell. Something I hate doing, I'm a very emotional person and different from them but having my money into something with numerous use cases is the best way to go for me, why I chose hive that is not yet fully utilized to its great potential and also with alot of use cases from curating, to NFT gaming.

Pardon my rambling, its really an exciting experience reading your post, can't digest all at once but even the little knowledge is enough. 

Have a great and productive day ahead 

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