If one's goals are not in line with one's nature, those goals cannot be met. Trying to be someone we are not is a major obstacle to success in any area. 

> I am quite sure that I have played a pretty influential role in the way many people understand this ecosystem, community, their place and the potential they have here

I am one of those. The results are not, however, in my wallet, but rather in my understanding of what I hope to achieve on hive, simply as a contributor. 

I'm sorry you broke your power up streak. 

How did the interview go?