>Interest has shifted quite fast. Motivation for the post rewards, into truly having a space to share ideas with are not likely to be censored.

It seems to be a common effect on the platform where people come in expecting to add and take from one area, but spiral out fast. Definitely one of the benefits here. 

>Ironically enough, I'm my first censor. Dreaming about a high quality content, and then preventing me from trying due to the high expectation.

It is one of those *just start* things. Once started, it can develop very fast and expand wider. 

>Through self expression I should arrive to the point where I know myself. If it happened to you that way, I should reach the same place following your footsteps.

I believe that it happens for us all this way, it is just that much of our time is spent avoiding the self-examination. I wonder if we are scared by what we will find or, scared we will find nothing of value. 

Good luck and enjoy it all!