>What I did know is that I was wildly excited about the possibility of the place and wanted some skin in the game. I believe heavily in 'skin in the game'.

Where is the fun if there isn't? Is there any valuable experience that is better to watch than to take part?

>My account value is less than the total I have invested, and there is some serious 'acquisition through effort' included.

It is sobering, but at the same time exciting considering how much things can swing in crypto. 10 years, or ten days can look very different. 

>I put in and power up what I can. It's the excitement, don't you know.

I always get a little rush  - dopamine gamification :D