>But I had this downgraded burden on head I sucked at simple job.

Yeah, I get that. It is an emotional move, but at the same time, if necessary, I can swallow my pride. I also have *a lot* of experience in shitty jobs and I am good at them! :D

I have been working non-stop since I was 15, but one of the many crappy jobs was a couple years at McDonald's while going to university. I did both full time. I was a crew trainer there. While crappy, the people I worked with were nice and, there is still a satisfaction of doing a job well. It also allowed me to buy my first house whilst still at university. 

Ever thought how much we have been held back, because of those artificial feelings?