He is a terrible influence. If my mother was alive, she would ban me from talking with him. 


>Meanwhile I just kind of stop when my brain has finished the thought but the rest of me hasn't caught up yet. 

Wouldn't this be great if the body followed along on autopilot. Just think everything needed for the day during the morning, and then tune out for the rest :D

The writing helps for sure. I think part of the reason I find it relaxing is that it allows me the space to think a lot, but still keeps me constrained within the borders of the post. I reckon everyone would benefit from writing their thoughts more. 

I am definitely not okay, but hopefully I don't avoid fixing what I can. 

Speech impediments can have a profound effect on life experience I think. Not sure if it is better to fix them to blend in, or use them to stand out.