Love is the greatest feeling in the universe, but being heartbroken changes one’s perception of love, and listening to people with different experiences on emotional intelligence makes love look very scary and confusing. 


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https://youtu.be/x3bfa3DZ8JM?si=F2oF8TKIjaez4x6s

Love seems very scary now, I still feel myself through the sound of good emotional music reflecting on the past and how everything went, getting to imagine what I should have done and what I shouldn’t have done. Feelings can be very dangerous if the mind is too weak to control it, being a man, your mind has to be stronger than the way you feel and respond to decisions you make.  I sat down to listen to this song and I felt myself through the mirror, my reflections were glitching in my mind and my imagination was very deep. Then I said to myself, “damn!!, Kahlid must have felt something deep when listening to this song. 

https://youtu.be/6SEr1XcZG4M?si=GNzM8p_p_ezwKEAi

I don’t know the lyrics of this song, but it touches my feelings. My first time listening to this song was on TikTok while I was watching some emotional short video edit and I felt the song because its feeling and melody relate to how I feel. Naturally, I prefer listening to Metro Boomin, Travis Scott, and several other musical artists but since I experienced this feeling, I started listening to this song and I understand the feeling is not that easy, it is deeper than we think, love can make a person look like a fool when we fail to understand ourself and our capacity. Everyone has their experience about love and I know for sure it is deeper than the way we see it. I don’t understand the song language but this song sounds like it song sung from the depth of the heart, and the feelings are true. 

https://youtu.be/K-a8s8OLBSE?si=do1hpipY2z3E9NS7

I was never a fan of Taylor Swift, because I was used to listening to songs by Travis Scott, Metro Boomin, Migos, and several others, but experiencing love made me see the values in songs like Deeps, I Am Feeling Like a Cardigan, this song is very emotional, I kept on repeating the song and my mom was asking me what is wrong, because I just understand the feeling of the song, I have heard the song countless times before but when this experience came in, I felt it deep and I started listening to this song, it is true when they say we can never understand the feeling of love until we experience it because love can be stupid and the act of dumbness sometimes. Songs like this remind me of the good old days when love was still fresh, I didn’t understand it to look like a feeling of love at first, I felt it was just a normal feeling that everyone had until I lost the person that was when I felt it deeply. 

Presently, I just want to be happy with my life, not being bothered about negativity, i want love and also want people around me to feel loved and alive because finding love is the most beautiful thing and fortunate thing we can ever experience, but the truth is being a man in this present generation life have taught me that you can only attract love and be fortunate in their acceptance and not force love or persuade it. 

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