Up-to-date Introduction and things I'm up to by aaronhawk

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introduceyourself · @aaronhawk · Jul 30 '19 (edited)

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Up-to-date Introduction and things I'm up to

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Recently I read my **introduction** post on Steem and I have to admit, that I cringed a lot. I decided to write an updated version with crisp and clear thoughts. I didn’t have them when I wrote my first post. I was high as fuck and rather confused.

It feels super weird looking back. My initial post was roughly a year ago! I re-structured a lot! In a good way. I’m proud of myself. I could pull myself out of some serious difficulties concerning alcohol and drug abuse.

Shifting to **India** helped me a lot attaining what I want to accomplish. I do have a very distinct vision where I want to go and what my goals and dreams are. I didn’t know that before. I had been roaming around living an exceedingly **hedonistic** life. Even while traveling in South America and discovering the so-called “truth” with Ayahuasca and San Pedro sessions.

It felt like I was split into two lifestyles for a long time. On one hand I aspired to live a holistic life and on the other hand, I was abusing hard drugs and alcohol. Both of these things don’t work well together, ha!

I found a balance between all those aspects. I puzzled out how to handle those things and even more significantly on how to deal with my emotions. All of a sudden every aspect makes sense and I can appreciate the connections and lessons I could pick up along the path.

## Things I’m looking forward to
I’m eager for lots of things. I’m feeling **optimistic** about the future. My “sober up” living in India year was a **success**. Nevertheless, I slipped a couple of times but that doesn’t change anything regarding my vision.

*I’m looking forward to:*

- ##### Moving back “home” to Germany in 8 days

I am going to start fresh in Germany as well. I’m going to meet my parents and old friends in the area I grew up (Heidelberg). I will be staying there for a few weeks and I will be looking for apartments in Berlin or Cologne. I haven’t determined yet where I want to go. Both cities are great though!

- ##### Arranging all the steps for launching my Business

This process is still in its initial stages. I’ll blog about it as soon as I’m ready to launch it!

- ##### Producing Music for independent artists and myself

I **surrendered** the thought of: “I need to make it in the music scene and be successful”. As soon as I enter this thought process, making music is not fun anymore. I want to have fun when I’m behind my Keyboard. I want to enjoy the process without thinking about the future and how I could monetize my music. Nowadays it’s all about enjoyment and enhancing the skill-set.

I’m working on my first “real” EP to release. I’ll blog about that as well. This will be released in a few decades, lol. I also need to surrender to my perfectionism. That stuff only holds you back from actually moving somewhere.

- ##### Helping to improve the Steem experience and building communities upon this platform #newsteem

Steem is fantastic. I want to assist the community and its members. I want that we all work this out, together! The project is still alive and not “dead” as a lot of people say. There’s huge potential! I haven’t seen a similar project like that before. This is cool. Let’s move ahead folks!

- ##### Blogging more, being more active and social

Blogging and writing is serving me a lot. I visualize the objectives and manifest them more easily. My primary emphasis at the moment is to Blog about **Personal Development**, **Entrepreneurship** (details I pick up along the way) and **Crypto** (Steem) stuff.

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### Thank you.
Let me **give thanks** to everyone that is reading this and everyone that has helped me in a certain way. Particularly a handful of wonderful friends that stuck with me while things weren’t so great. Buddies that still supported me when I was in truly dark places.

I want to give thanks to my family; they are always here. I can’t wait to see them again!

It feels heart-warming to be alive right now. Let’s continue moving forward and enjoy ourselves along the way!

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@aaronhawk

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@anhvu · Jul 30 '19

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