@carterx7 Very wise words my friend. @scripterx Carter is absolutely right, everything has a silver lining. don't think of it as losing someone. think of it as them giving you the space to do greater things in life. something magical will come out of this. that I can promise you! you have all of the steemit communities support. if you need anything. we are all right here to listen and give any advice we can. much love and may your future be blessed with more love and peace then you can imagine right now. good things are coming my friend!