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Challenging Love to Be Unconditional - Part 15 by everlove

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Challenging Love to Be Unconditional - Part 15
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<h2>Transition!</h2>
<p><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-1"><strong>Part 1</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-2"><strong>Part 2</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://steemit.com/love/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-3"><strong>Part 3</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-4"><strong>Part 4</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-5"><strong>Part 5</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-6"><strong>Part 6</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-7"><strong>Part 7</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-8"><strong>Part 8</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-9"><strong>Part 9</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-10"><strong>Part 10</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-birthday-intermission"><strong>Birthday Intermission</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-11"><strong>Part 11</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-12"><strong>Part 12</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-13"><strong>Part 13</strong></a><strong><br>
</strong><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-14"><strong>Part 14</strong></a><strong><br>
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<p>My two teenage children were still living at home.<br>
Their father traveled extensively throughout the years,<br>
had become increasingly absent the previous two years,<br>
and moved out of the house and the picture many months ago.<br>
The kids and I were quite accustomed to it being the three of us together at home,<br>
living life our way and creating our own balance.</p>
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Our house was, as it always was, &nbsp;the gathering place.<br>
We often had children sleeping on couches,<br>
foreign students staying on exchange, travelers passing through,<br>
friends/family needing a place to stay,<br>
swim team/birthday/holiday/enjoyment-of-today parties,<br>
And the place to talk about taboo subjects and explore unusual perspectives.</p>
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<p><img src="https://scontent-dfw5-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/154121_1695328990428_4343426_n.jpg?_nc_cat=105&amp;_nc_ht=scontent-dfw5-1.xx&amp;oh=904f983475a2a004a91cf9f7e458d933&amp;oe=5CDA6843" width="480" height="720"/></p>
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<p>Quinn coming into the picture amplified some of these realities,<br>
While others no longer seemed in flow.<br>
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Since Quinn was so close in age to my children<br>
(only about 5 years older than my son),<br>
having Quinn in the house as my significant other was quite a shift for my kids.<br>
They had been used to a father figure who would try to direct them<br>
toward a semi-traditional competent adulthood. &nbsp;<br>
Quinn’s place wasn’t to direct them,<br>
and he certainly wasn’t anything about tradition.</p>
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<p><img src="https://scontent-dfw5-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/58057_1703813922546_6973446_n.jpg?_nc_cat=108&amp;_nc_ht=scontent-dfw5-1.xx&amp;oh=828d954c1a66c5250cc54ab6945b19ad&amp;oe=5CDC5BAB" width="480" height="720"/><br><br>
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<p>There was a quite a big time of adjustment at the beginning<br>
while I was spending more time with Quinn,<br>
and his eventual more frequent visits and permanent move into our home. &nbsp;<br>
There was definitely love, hope and honor, as well as jealousy, fear and judgment,<br>
(which would come and go throughout the years) as I embraced the power of this relationship.</p>
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<p><img src="https://scontent-dfw5-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/1918767_1229437703437_7190926_n.jpg?_nc_cat=103&amp;_nc_ht=scontent-dfw5-1.xx&amp;oh=ea67a284170b7b4a1ef81718327fe728&amp;oe=5CE5C26B" width="604" height="453"/><br>
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<p>After getting over their initial shock of Quinn’s and my relationship really taking hold,<br>
The kids eased into the flow of the more open perspective Quinn brought to the table.<br>
As unschoolers, they took advantage of &nbsp;the freedom, relaxed environment,<br>
And non-demanding nature of things at the house.</p>
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<p><img src=" "/><img src="https://scontent-dfw5-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/32447_1450293544695_7471543_n.jpg?_nc_cat=102&amp;_nc_ht=scontent-dfw5-1.xx&amp;oh=21da931bab7e68b949dcd34b3135ccd1&amp;oe=5CEDC80D" width="720" height="480"/></p>
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<p>We cooked together, played games with their friends,<br>
Talked philosophy of life, and celebrated some holidays with Quinn’s family.<br>
Quinn even made a surprise birthday breakfast for my daughter as one of his sweet little gestures.</p>
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<p><img src="https://scontent-dfw5-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/35601_1702630172953_3077703_n.jpg?_nc_cat=106&amp;_nc_ht=scontent-dfw5-1.xx&amp;oh=6305298dbe9f1baaa6942d314800b43a&amp;oe=5CE08A39" width="480" height="720"/></p>
<p><br>
Almost all fun and games was a great way<br>
to open the doors for Quinn’s entry into my home.<br>
My son was already in his late teens. &nbsp;<br>
In the absence of &nbsp;his father in the house,<br>
he was keeping a closer eye in watching out for his sister and me. &nbsp;</p>
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<p><img src="https://scontent-dfw5-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/36152_1610296864678_1223966_n.jpg?_nc_cat=100&amp;_nc_ht=scontent-dfw5-1.xx&amp;oh=b1b47255642d83c5bb59fa8af1d0db7c&amp;oe=5CFD6489" width="416" height="720"/></p>
<p><br>
Gratefully, Quinn didn’t attempt to assume the role as head of the household,<br>
or pressure the kids to behave a &nbsp;certain way. &nbsp;<br>
There wasn’t confrontation, coercion, manipulation or control<br>
as often times a partner might play when joining a household. &nbsp;</p>
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<p><img src="https://scontent-dfw5-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/167186_1740338595640_1643395_n.jpg?_nc_cat=106&amp;_nc_ht=scontent-dfw5-1.xx&amp;oh=dca643fd5ea8ca6203ae479d4584d6cb&amp;oe=5CECA981" width="480" height="720"/><br>
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I worked diligently to keep the balance with my two very important worlds -<br>
my super involvement in my children’s lives,<br>
and simultaneously &nbsp;my soul-shattering relationship with Quinn.</p>
<p>Quinn fit in perfectly into the world my mind created as a free thinker,<br>
yet gave rise to great opportunity to figure out who I was,<br>
and how free, yet responsible I could be, but yet wasn’t.</p>
<p>I wanted to give my kids more freedom (without enabling them),<br>
And I wanted to be freer myself.<br>
The stress free, less encumbered life was unfolding before my very eyes.<br>
Everyday I was immersed in the love that surrounded &nbsp;me,<br>
thoughI became more increasingly aware still how limited that love was.</p>
<p><br></p>
<p><br>
<em>Being free isn’t all as easy as it sounds--not for a conditioned mind anyway.</em><br>
<em>Though I had been on the path of a conscious existence for many, many years,</em><br>
<em>I still had many layers to uncover, acknowledge, accept and change.</em><br>
<em>Talking about it and wading in the water is something entirely different than</em><br>
<em>Full-on immersion in living it.</em></p>
<p><br>
<em>My ex was not about unschooling or any of that freedom talk<br>
(which I believe to be one of the major thrusts in the dissolution of our marriage).</em><br>
<em>Being with Quinn, who was free not only in his body, but more importantly in his mind,</em><br>
s<em>howed me great contrast to what I was really living and who I was BEing.<br>
It was apparent to me that I had some more serious introspection to do<br>
to become the person I truly wanted to be.</em><br>
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<em>Go with me on the journey toward Unconditional Love!</em><br>
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<h3>Stay Tuned for Part 16</h3>
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What is more beautiful than freedom. Quinn understand that fact and he's proving it. No wonder, he was able to live in peace with you and your children. 

I see this story to the very end.... Smiles
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His freedom really provides him with such a vast experience as he doesn't get caught up in other people's stuff, and can see clearly the path of least resistance.  I've been blessed by the beauty of sharing this part of our lives together.  So very magical!
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You have so much valuable, inspiring experience! It seems more common that introducing a new love to a family brings stress or conflict, and it's wonderful to consider the possibilities of how else it could be. May countless more be benefitted from your priceless perspective 💛
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