RE: Showcase Sunday - Trust issues: learning to trust again by fitinfun

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showcase-sunday · @fitinfun · Oct 13 '19

>And if he had been on bathsalts? Had hepatitis? 

I trusted he did not. I turned out to be right. Or if he had either of those troubles, they did not present themselves.

I feel lucky to have my accounting education and experience so I did learn how to judge people. But prior to that, I was a teenage runaway for years, and still found most people to be trustworthy and helpful. 

What kind of people do you think are on STEEM? Different that the "real" world? 

I hope I will have fun at STEEMFest and plan to. It will be my first, but I already know a number of people coming, so it will be  reunion is some ways.

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@tarazkp · Oct 13 '19

If something had happened to your son, would you blame yourself? What if it affected him for the rest of his life? 

Lots of different types of people on Steem

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@fitinfun · Oct 13 '19

My obesity, poor health, and many near death experiences during his childhood has caused my son's severe ptsd. If I regret anything, it is that I was not able to regain my health until he was in his late teens by which time, the damage I did not see coming was already done.

Since then, he has lost no less than 15 of his close childhood friends from our small rich beach town. They have been lost to suicides, car wrecks, drug overdoses, medical malpractice, and other horrifying and tragic means. 

One thing he has thanked me for more than once is that I taught him not to be afraid of strangers. He is out on the streets now in San Diego at the ago of 26, (not on drugs or drinking). I know his ability to trust others regardless of what type they are helps him get through each difficult day.

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