I am hoping for ur swift recovery Sir. I'm sorry to hear you're in a hospital. OMG you should take care of yourself often. And your dad? Remember to tell your disappointment to God if you're worrying and discouraged sometimes. He will hear you and He is able! 

When you said you need to cut down relationship, I suspected that you're disappointed? Out of 1 million people in the world, there are I think 5% that are true during ups and downs. Some people are good to us because they gain advantage and we can never test people who are good to us if life will not show its worst. But even if there are many people like that, the Holy book says to help gracefully even if we think that the receiver doesn't deserve it for God has plans on it. I know you know it 'coz I was there when there were personaged that criticized your works, but you still help them 'coz helping and loving people are your passion. Loving your critics is ur passion. You are blessed and will be blessed that you may never notice for helping and giving gracefully. I saw your post on FB before where ur head seemed to crack. Maybe because for too much work and maybe depression. Even though billionaires are deprssed too 'cos suffering and pain are always our twin as a human. These things test us how to go through. If you struggle today, always remember to rejoice in midst of that coz as I said in my current post, we are still in the process. God has set the right timing for you. You're a genius humble person and I know God has plans for you to be a king of overcomer one day. You will find a perfect girl, perfect family, and financial freedom 'coz you deserve these all the blessings from above. As pastor Joel Osteen said, we are not the finished product, so let's get up to live life because we only live once and approaching the demon's devour is nonsense to spend time. 

I know you are not changing. Noticeably, the reason why you are blessed in Steemit and with a genius mind is the purpose. The purpose is to help the needy people, save the lives of the sick, to be an inspiration, and to make those who feel unworthy worthy. Another purpose is to use your influence to spread God and live with His words.Still,God's purpose to you is still in the process. I know you're strong enough to fight the roaring and corrupt demon. 

Wow it's interesting to know there will be a ULOG's own interface soon like Steemgigs. I'm sorry to hear you disappointed in Steemgigs. There was a time I posted there but the site didn't accept my work. It said I have a limited blah blah. I forgot but it was tough for me to post in Steemgigs even if I used Editor pic. Surely it'll be perfect soon. 

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