RE: A Man Is Thirsty (Redux) by logic

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writing · @logic · Jun 20 '17

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Social anxiety as being uncomfortable when watched or looked at by more than one person. Also having difficulties with pretending in social situations to fit social expectations (inability for small talk, gender roles/games).

I am high energy ADHD with high inattention.

You are low energy? Considering how creative you are (with music and writing  for example) I thought that you are high energy. I would not call you antisocial . It is very negative and often violent personality disorder in medical terms. Maybe rather dissocial. Unless you mean in informal way as anti-society :-) 
Caring for betterment of humanity (interest in RBE etc) is very social! It is just that this society is anti human, inhumane.

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@kevinwong · Jun 20 '17 (edited)

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Yeah bad choice of words there.. bleeped it out. Actually I don't even know why I said that, but I was thinking that I spend a lot of time alone and I don't mind at all. Comes with writing, djing, reading - I get pretty obsessed aboutstuff that interests me. Even I used to spend plenty of time solo dancing in the gym, and I actually enjoy it. It's just that I think I'm fine being social too.. hmm. Is it possible to mentally train oneself to "not giving any crap about what others think" and just "go with the flow" ? Or is the anxiety biological in some ways?

Too much logic? :D

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@logic · Jun 20 '17 (edited)

Never too much logic haha
IMO, Psychological ability of not giving a crap was probably determined by bio-psycho-social influences and genes, but I think that it is possible to"train" ourselves not to give a crap but even having ability to consider such training has been also determined by our genetic-biological and environmental influences\experiences. In the end there is no such thing as free will. In my case, my loneliness is direct product of my unsustainable, negligence and abusive experiences in childhood. For a while I thought that it was my choice due to my character until I realised that it is just projection of many anxieties and some psychological disorders.
https://youtu.be/_FanhvXO9Pk

(btw is your chat working? I have been getting bad gateway since yesterday evening)

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