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Sudden Sadness by anarkia

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· @anarkia ·
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Sudden Sadness
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Am I weird
If I change my mood so abruptly?
Take things too seriously?
Show no interest in you or me?
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Am I weird
If in a minute I feel motivated but in the next I'm not?
That all the things I have to do makes me feel like I'm being headshot?
I feel hopelessness at this point but at the same time I'm not
Dying wouldn't solve it but I feel like it's all I got.
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Can you understand that? Can you understand what I feel?
Like how my little lungs are being suffocated by too much nicotine?
I'm being swallowed in the smoke I'm personally creating
Its upsetting, it's very upsetting.
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There is this subtle feeling of demotivation.
I can feel like I'm being drowned by my own procrastinations.
My anxieties comes kicking in immediate action
I want help but at the same time I don't, please don't turn it in such a commotion.

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@nathen007 ·
Great way to deal with feelings is getting them down on paper..or a screen lol...one step, one breath at a time and eventually, everything changes. Take care :-)
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@anarkia ·
Yeah. And sometimes in a form of a song. hehe.
Thank you for the encouragement :)
You take care of yourself as well too. 
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