Used to by dele02

hive-170798 · @dele02 · Aug 10 '20

$1.46

Used to

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> If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger.”
― Emily Jane Brontë , Wuthering Heights

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You are now but a blur
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a memory I can't recall
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a time that was was
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a time I was happy
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your shadows on my hand
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your touch on my skin
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they are a memory
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a thing of the past
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fading away and slowly forgotten
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I am still here
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Thought I'll never live without you
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my spirit perished but my body has awoken
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Still in the process of rebirth
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I am used to being with you
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but time heals
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and with time I forget
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I used to ...
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but now it is a thing of a time I was ...
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A time I was used to you<hr><hr><hr>

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kevinwong	128,705,885,512	1.5%
scalextrix	636,797,050	1.5%
eric-boucher	6,432,092,370	1.5%
thecryptodrive	621,767,926	0.6%
anwenbaumeister	116,158,294	3%
mammasitta	676,232,983	0.15%
djennyfloro	1,291,375,034	10%
kpine	1,744,388,263,624	7%
sc-steemit	2,211,668,563	1.5%
charlie777pt	1,969,001,831	5%
alaqrab	1,630,863,460	1.5%
uwelang	16,471,290,556	1.5%
tfeldman	2,305,327,873	1.5%
lk666	1,433,492,740	1.5%
cnfund	1,479,792,156	1.5%
michelle.gent	536,497,610	0.6%
curie	477,485,570,955	3%
modernzorker	1,496,533,050	2.1%
hendrikdegrote	39,748,441,458	3%
tristancarax	1,213,459,619	1.5%
yadamaniart	957,181,576	1.5%
apsu	1,840,984,213	1.05%
lastminuteman	640,300,129	1.05%
driptorchpress	923,434,211	1.5%
gmedley	613,651,450	1.5%
dhimmel	51,338,933,983	1.05%
damla	818,984,414	1.5%
bloom	6,337,887,369	1.5%
federacion45	3,154,172,085	1.5%
iansart	4,786,059,370	1.5%
forykw	4,282,548,489	1.5%
jagged	833,622,254	0.6%
activate.alpha	12,239,884,722	2.25%
sustainablyyours	1,220,224,787	1.5%
yehey	30,358,095,070	3%
freetissues	572,353,126	1.5%
zerotoone	578,128,932	1.5%
locikll	1,242,450,994	6%
kalinka	558,035,984	1.5%
mahdiyari	15,473,918,586	3%
aboutyourbiz	544,342,049	3%
jayna	2,052,342,133	0.6%
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d-pend	8,095,098,895	0.3%
gunthertopp	13,550,634,523	0.3%
binkyprod	978,926,668	1.5%
minnowbooster	59,796,180,198	0.6%
neumannsalva	1,118,167,226	1.5%
stayoutoftherz	36,786,440,622	1.5%
investingpennies	8,366,973,304	3%
hdmed	1,117,716,334	3%
revo	12,099,187,926	3%
sunravelme	22,406,644,046	25%
thelordsharvest	5,024,684,015	3%
kimzwarch	8,503,927,062	4%
olusolaemmanuel	673,726,706	2.1%
massivevibration	9,350,688,201	5%
raj808	19,428,711,984	50%
holbein81	28,865,568,046	2.55%
trevorpetrie	1,235,807,652	1.5%
torico	690,282,254	0.99%
yangoldberg	4,596,158,851	3%
minnowpowerup	654,661,935	1.5%
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plantstoplanks	1,326,622,539	0.6%
cryptononymous	901,199,129	1.5%
upme	1,530,916,785	1.5%
gotgame	540,846,990	1.5%
braveboat	2,318,229,892	8%
jlsplatts	8,193,871,633	1%
meno	25,294,126,681	1.5%
buttcoins	2,163,836,752	0.6%
toocurious	1,884,773,831	1.5%
fatkat	774,771,469	1.49%
lays	7,549,152,986	1.5%
postpromoter	143,493,368,882	3%
steveconnor	1,753,565,168	1.5%
sankysanket18	3,388,589,612	1.5%
drmake	1,672,991,829	1.5%
cataluz	913,649,093	1.5%
lemniscate	667,915,443	3%
danile666	3,394,023,892	2.85%
itchyfeetdonica	544,661,402	0.6%
stormlight24	2,334,401,680	50%
redcube	518,297,838	1.5%
stahlberg	667,385,285	1.5%
gabrielatravels	815,871,332	0.6%
carn	719,479,551	3%
iamjadeline	958,727,385	0.45%
hijosdelhombre	1,297,774,722	1.5%
steem4all	544,756,530	1.5%
bennettitalia	662,320,230	0.75%
utube	1,551,731,471	3%
talli-art	514,677,658	3%
neneandy	3,442,455,112	3%
pab.ink	996,310,612	1.5%
sportscontest	1,030,116,729	3%
videosteemit	2,309,055,249	3%
mproxima	561,959,310	1.5%
fantasycrypto	2,471,664,638	1.5%
didic	1,315,632,607	1.5%
warpedpoetic	10,624,410,381	25%
beverages	4,666,990,476	1.5%
sizandyola	653,170,274	1.5%
verhp11	1,118,690,412	1%
oghie	817,079,164	50%
photohunt	3,711,097,557	3%
barge	3,948,126,720	1.5%
takowi	39,580,426,977	3%
lightflares	2,913,330,134	1.5%
citimillz	945,483,306	1.5%
doikao	5,173,575,113	3%
vicesrus	3,842,285,885	1.5%
zipporah	1,488,313,895	0.6%
idkpdx	196,333,322	1.5%
superlotto	3,975,183,770	3%
norwegianbikeman	6,356,998,699	5%
miroslavrc	996,490,553	0.75%
bscrypto	5,524,544,725	1.5%
scottcbusiness	886,016,703	1.5%
camiloferrua	1,423,612,950	1.65%
sanderjansenart	1,508,062,195	1.5%
qberry	1,568,130,041	1.5%
frissonsteemit	574,051,839	1.5%
rambutan.art	730,025,465	3%
greddyforce	1,033,387,083	1.11%
braaiboy	5,003,269,277	2.25%
payroll	100,480,201,799	2%
mariusfebruary	4,778,761,434	1.2%
hansdewet	1,354,125,588	3%
kendallron	696,303,491	30%
srijana-gurung	585,368,436	1.5%
incubot	3,083,808,948	2.25%
indayclara	551,615,766	15%
musicvoter	8,861,944,795	2%
gwilberiol	5,192,170,226	2.7%
netzisde	6,099,631,231	3%
pinas	534,677,862	50%
musicvoter2	4,313,246,167	1%
steemxp	802,954,799	1.5%
pialejoana	592,379,768	1.5%
uche-nna	3,010,305,158	2.4%
lightcaptured	3,312,697,223	1.5%
schroders	1,178,727,639	0.9%
blewitt	3,756,925,952	0.15%
yintercept	116,870,764,719	100%
olumzy	382,101,979,709	100%
mindblast	563,892,817	1.5%
shuri	464,313,921	100%
bflanagin	1,802,763,174	1.5%
sadbear	612,094,567	1.5%
lillywilton	984,667,586	20%
bestofph	6,361,898,950	30%
goblinknackers	149,385,487,138	4%
kylealex	4,716,177,727	10%
spoke	5,154,179,717	2.4%
marcocasario	4,842,296,218	1.5%
laissez-faire	32,621,383	100%
knightbjj	595,687,944	2.25%
the.success.club	1,274,500,997	1.5%
chickenmeat	598,399,469	1.5%
brianoflondon	6,768,452,619	0.45%
danieli98	643,895,203	1.5%
solarphasing	1,487,553,357	10%
letalis-laetitia	2,248,429,860	25%
vaultec	3,068,365,772	12%
steemstorage	1,715,997,735	3%
loliver	1,015,336,979	3%
vagabondspirit	4,633,225,898	100%
hairgistix	1,478,450,025	1.5%
rem-steem	1,493,550,975	0.6%
pulleyhead	756,099,634	3%
lefty619	6,343,988,973	3%
cryptofiloz	6,411,905,175	3%
smalltall	7,959,536,373	50%
epicdice	6,653,133,816	0.9%
deeanndmathews	891,990,221	1.5%
scholaris	4,670,851,741	0.75%
fractalfrank	3,692,936,725	1.5%
likwid	1,554,593,483	0.03%
titan-c	947,838,365	3%
jalentakesphotos	493,507,638	10%
empoderat	27,923,448,965	3%
urtrailer	654,118,969	0.25%
joshmania	711,198,122	0.75%
herzinfuck	1,295,220,782	1.5%
axel-blaze	4,508,380,960	0.3%
sandymeyer	2,819,240,131	1.2%
ibt-survival	39,296,241,577	10%
bella.bear	592,462,321	1.5%
yourtop3	4,570,352,236	1.2%
pavelsku	83,463,362	1.5%
roamingsparrow	2,520,512,676	2.25%
goldstreet	1,258,660,547	3%
theinkwell	66,945,255,296	50%
risingstargame	9,805,785,604	2%
hornetsnest	2,164,371,979	1.5%
thepeakstudio	873,674,105	1.5%
hive.consultant	1,112,130,269	2.4%
the100	1,498,299,061	1.5%
meppij	1,605,529,092	0.45%
rihc94	664,456,821	1.5%