Challenging Love to Be Unconditional - Part 11 by everlove

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love · @everlove · Feb 9 '19 (edited)

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Challenging Love to Be Unconditional - Part 11

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<h2><br>
Present Point of Attraction</h2>
<h2><a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-1">Part 1</a>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-2">Part 2</a>
<a href="https://steemit.com/love/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-3">Part 3</a>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-4">Part 4</a>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-5">Part 5</a>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-6">Part 6</a>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-7">Part 7</a>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-8">Part 8</a>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-9">Part 9</a>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-part-10">Part 10</a><br>
<a href="https://busy.org/@everlove/challenging-love-to-be-unconditional-birthday-intermission">Birthday Intermission</a><br>
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<p><br>
When Q and I got together, he had been playing World of Warcraft &nbsp;video games (WOW) for a year for 16-20 hours a day. &nbsp;My son had also been playing a lot of video games that year (though not that much) so I felt I knew a bit about the head space he was in----focused!!! &nbsp;Quinn is quite extreme in his passions. &nbsp;When he goes into something, he goes in full-on. &nbsp;WOW was no exception! &nbsp;</p>
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<p>I never attempted to pull him away from his games, interrupt him, make him feel guilty for choosing moments with his game over me, or judge him for doing what he wanted to do. &nbsp;I could feel his intensity and dedication to this passion. &nbsp;I was grateful to receive so many incredible moments with him. &nbsp;I benefited so much from Quinn’s focus, for when I became his point of focus--even for a split moment’s glance across the room---I was REALLY the point of his focus!</p>
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Many people had ideas about Quinn playing video games. &nbsp;<br>
How could a guy so capable of so much be wasting his life in a room behind a screen?<br>
<br>
Quinn’s experiences were already vast,<br>
especially for a man just now approaching his mid 20s--here's a few:<br>
Living in the woods of Alaska with nothing but a knife<br>
Becoming an up and coming high fashion model in L.A.<br>
Developing himself into a body-builder, health expert and nutrition specialist<br>
Living homeless by his own choice (which only a few understood and fewer admired)<br>
Traveled extensively through the U.S. and abroad, mostly backpacking and hitchhiking<br>
Sat in meditation for 4 years, attaining his full-life awakening as an enlightened Being<br>
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<br>
Quinn had developed some really badass skills through his full-on immersion in WOW. &nbsp;(He later began dictating a book which I transcribed called “How a Video Game Changed My Life and Awakened the Genius Within.) &nbsp;His experience in playing the game to his fullest intensity without guilt or shame was an incredible gift. I believe his ability to manage so many detailed, fast paced, cutting-edge, revolutionary realities at the same time are partially because of the challenges he faced playing WOW.</p>
<p><br>
<em>You can read my posts about gaming here:</em></p>
<ul>
  <li>Parent of a Gamer (part 1):<br>
<a href="https://steemit.com/gaming/@everlove/parent-of-a-gamer-what-s-really-going-on-in-there"><ins>https://steemit.com/gaming/@everlove/parent-of-a-gamer-what-s-really-going-on-in-there</ins></a></li>
  <li>Parent of a Gamer (part 2);<br>
<a href="https://steemit.com/gaming/@everlove/parent-of-a-gamer-part-ii"><ins>https://steemit.com/gaming/@everlove/parent-of-a-gamer-part-ii</ins></a></li>
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<p>Engaging our late night cyber rendezvous and acting on our magnetic attraction, Quinn’s immersion in WOW began to dwindle. &nbsp;He basically left the game to come play with me which I fully realized was an incredible honor considering the importance he had given this game for an entire year.&nbsp;</p>
<p><br>
I was overjoyed to be his new point of attraction, spending more and more time together with late night piggy-back-riding walks, viewing some UFC action and indulging late night snacks with his brother, massaging each other endlessly, creating culinary delights and simply BEing. &nbsp;Though there was no denying this was going somewhere as it had extreme momentum and neither of us about to stop it, we let it unfold organically without trying to make it into something or giving it a label.</p>
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<em>Quinn’s ability to change focus and redirect his attention to what is important in the moment is quite impressive. He embraces change instead of resisting it, which gave rise to so many fulfilling and extraordinary experiences for him already. &nbsp;There’s never a dull moment in Quinn’s vortex. &nbsp;Life moves rapidly!!</em></p>
<p><br>
<em>I learned I would have to embrace change too and face my fears. &nbsp;In the knowing that anything was possible, I had not only to bask in the amazingness of the moment with him, but also acknowledge that the possibility also existed that I end up like that WOW game, left behind for the next new point of attraction. &nbsp;Having known that anything is possible, I chose to keep my focus on living for the moment. &nbsp;</em></p>
<h2><em>Exciting! &nbsp;Challenging! &nbsp;Imperative!</em></h2>
<p><br></p>
<p><em>And just for the record, though Quinn soon quit WOW altogether (for some years anyway), I was also simultaneously aware that Quinn didn't lose his love for the game. &nbsp;Indeed all of the benefits, joys and upgrades it had brought to his life were still with him and being amplified. &nbsp;&nbsp;Love goes on!</em><br>
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<h2><em>I’ll see you on the journey toward Unconditional Love!</em><br>
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</h2>
<h3>Stay Tuned for Part 12</h3>
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@adenijiadeshina · Feb 9 '19

16-20 hours a day

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@everlove · Feb 9 '19

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That's right!   Hardcore immersion in learning, mastering skills, applying awareness--no guilt, shame or distraction.  Imagine a life so powerful!

👍 saramiller, gardenofeden

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@bubke · Feb 9 '19

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@everlove, know that each of these posts hightens my state of love and bliss.  As such, I never feel like commenting but just enjoying that state.  Thank you for this wonderful sharing!

👍 everlove, quinneaker

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@everlove · Feb 9 '19

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Thanks for the comment @bubke!  It's interesting that in writing one of the most profound experiences of life that it seems few are actually tuning in--way less interaction than my posts since I started on Steemit.  I suppose only those who are ready to hear will be here.  Grateful for your energetic infusion and for the frequency you hold in the expression of yourself.

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@wackou · Feb 10 '19

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hey, I just wanted to pitch in and say that I've been following this series (as well as @saramiller's) with intense interest, admiration and respect. Sharing these moments, and the introspection needed in order to be able to put all of them into words, is absolutely stunning to me and I have to admit that, similar to bubke, I feel a sense of wholesomeness after reading those posts and can't really think of anything smart to say or add... I can only imagine the courage needed to tell this story to the world, so thank you thank you thank you for sharing!! Big hugs :)

👍 everlove, quinneaker, alucian

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@emmakkayluv · May 14 '19

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No wonder the strong passion for you when he finally settle for you....

👍 everlove

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@everlove · May 15 '19

OMG!   Those were the days!  So exciting!!  Nothing really seems to compare with the fire of a new love!

👍 penghuren

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@quinneaker · Feb 11 '19

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As fast and powerful as our relationship developed we never did try and get each other to do or commit anything. We never defined or agreed on our relationship either. So very rare and sacred.
Grateful you met me and giving up WOW was an obvious decision. I stopped cold turkey pretty soon after our love was the real deal.
Basically never played video games again either.

👍 everlove, sergino

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@everlove · Feb 11 '19

Part of the magic was that we didn't try to get anything from each other.  Commitments often lead to a false sense of security, and adds on dollops of expectation and attachment.  I'm super grateful for those early days when things were simple and sacred.  I"m also super grateful we found each other again and that you found exploration of our love to be worth your fully-immersed investment.

I remember once you decided to play WOW again--we got that fast computer and hooked it up to the t.v.  I had the twinge of fear that you would immerse yourself in it again and your full-time attention to me would be gone, but knew if I didn't embrace what you wanted, you could go somewhere else where you could do as you pleased.  I immediately saw how detrimental fear could be, and supported your decision.  You could feel me and asked if I wanted to play with you.  Though I didn't get into the game, cuddling up with you, watching you play and enjoying the amazing graphics was still a beautiful experience.

👍 bosman, penghuren

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@quinneaker · Feb 11 '19

$0.26

Haha yea, I actually built that computer to be a gaming computer. It was awesome but just no where as fulfilling as our life.

👍 everlove, sergino

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@rissa-keeps-on · Feb 9 '19

$0.03

This is way better than television! The love is real and for a while I didn't understand it. So glad to read and feel a little bit of what you felt. This is beautiful.

👍 everlove, quinneaker

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@everlove · Feb 9 '19

$0.57

There are few that really know this story--and hardly any that really know the depths of it.  It's difficult to put into words as words are so limiting.  I hope this opens some channels, and so glad you would choose tuning into love over programming television.   Grateful to share with you Rissa.

👍 saramiller, quinneaker, rissa-keeps-on, gardenofeden

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@rissa-keeps-on · Feb 12 '19

Greatful to be here :)

👍 everlove

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