Three weeks ago, I wrote that I was disconnected from everything and I didn't want to take pictures of anything. I have passed this peak of the "bottom", or dead center, and I feel like a slow ascent is beginning. This means that a mystical creative wave is coming soon, where I will feel everything vividly.

![image.png](https://images.hive.blog/DQmbqigHdPaXyTpu9pRNS9LYMMBfmn5N7eRAvksDAkYAxMe/image.png)

While I was "dead", I took pictures anyway, and quite well.
https://sun9-48.userapi.com/s/v1/if2/0l5bXY8Fbos6MAFxomBDn7lfrIgSnfe9WTWk8IbbTSH4RTD4XTlDsmiuJDTC6pFwEyD-LGFMXhuV57FjQ5iytWRU.jpg?quality=95&as=32x21,48x32,72x48,108x72,160x107,240x160,360x240,480x320,540x360,640x427,720x480,1080x720,1280x853,1440x960,2560x1707&from=bu&cs=2560x0

These are street routine, postcard views, and even night-time urban landscapes.
https://sun9-46.userapi.com/s/v1/if2/jXkIkiRohutCjJx5oIjnXwihKO9YN_hyI8DqAZVEWkOFxSK7JwAswWRaF-X3WLSHCauxHvDW4EzWsfq9Cr50kFIn.jpg?quality=95&as=32x21,48x32,72x48,108x72,160x107,240x160,360x240,480x320,540x360,640x427,720x480,1080x720,1280x853,1440x960,2560x1707&from=bu&cs=2560x0

I already want to go out into the night, into the wilderness, to the cellars!
https://sun9-6.userapi.com/s/v1/if2/QcB2VSTx72mN41IlvL7rvPF7PVlIqucqjtGFE6d3MIYVVCsmYupnGkH-VIh6bYl_9tGzp4QIWOSCP3AtJYzHScyN.jpg?quality=95&as=32x21,48x32,72x48,108x72,160x107,240x160,360x240,480x320,540x360,640x427,720x480,1080x720,1280x853,1440x960,2560x1707&from=bu&cs=2560x0

I feel like something in me is starting to wake up again (I said that in the spring and I was right).
https://sun9-35.userapi.com/s/v1/if2/JXBMiXW8T7Fl_RA35UhKgvIhK-V3FcPU6BBj7lC6IVgt1yMbtpQwRmU9RxUrX68QVViZNcR8cFs2rgB_LENsmqg4.jpg?quality=95&as=32x21,48x32,72x48,108x72,160x107,240x160,360x240,480x320,540x360,640x427,720x480,1080x720,1280x853,1440x960,2560x1707&from=bu&cs=2560x0

This is an annual reboot. In early spring and until summer there is a first wave, then a smoke break and a second wave from the middle to the end of summer.
https://sun9-78.userapi.com/s/v1/if2/F4nHrsIygyQ9GGy6UOomHU_Ds68nxQSOPixBZb9NWjsQ8Uh41K9FZOUTTX4P4WetsZf8coL3F4DzdkbA_nmDwMef.jpg?quality=95&as=32x21,48x32,72x48,108x72,160x107,240x160,360x240,480x320,540x360,640x427,720x480,1080x720,1280x853,1440x960,2560x1707&from=bu&cs=2560x0

I still can't trace the structure and sequence of these creative waves.
https://sun9-85.userapi.com/s/v1/if2/3Plgc7jIK8661UKMztIYNofVD9oT2Hp-TYAszQ3h06OU50cCSE52kHekcE4Qb01KP2t0FgNm4oOmm2KGYbvzDO8M.jpg?quality=95&as=32x21,48x32,72x48,108x72,160x107,240x160,360x240,480x320,540x360,640x427,720x480,1080x720,1280x853,1440x960,2560x1707&from=bu&cs=2560x0

And I want to study them precisely on the frequency of this whole mysticism, because it is accompanied not only by photography, but also by metaphysics.
https://sun9-78.userapi.com/s/v1/if2/Na4drJoXaTXwHFJEK6mgI1EaMQNELrxchyu_BTvY_D9dxhpQKVLYRWLeReYQXFVixm2f15mcx_cqaDY4A32NW10b.jpg?quality=95&as=32x21,48x32,72x48,108x72,160x107,240x160,360x240,480x320,540x360,640x427,720x480,1080x720,1280x853,1440x960,2560x1707&from=bu&cs=2560x0

But here's the question: does it feel like I'm waking up in spring and autumn, or is it just a manifestation of boom and bust? It can be as bright as a sunrise or sunset. And everything else is stagnant...