Sosnovka. The beginning of the end by evildeathcore

hive-119845 · @evildeathcore · 2025-06-10T12:01:48+00:00

$4.87

Sosnovka. The beginning of the end

I've been getting rid of the old one for the last two weeks. At first, I decided to clean up the balcony and got rid of the old unnecessary physical things. Then my computer broke down, which had been in need of an upgrade for many years. The universe got tired of waiting for the first steps from me and forced me to upgrade.

![image.png](https://images.hive.blog/DQmR6ZZHbcJhEaY2BtbUQZcGLzuWgf2LUpACXCXg6DGRiPU/image.png)

Now I can't stop, I want to get rid of many old things that have already outlived themselves and exist only in spite of or in reserve.
https://sun9-58.userapi.com/impg/EgWJ44xP3FqsXq719EN32gRrvQA7aCcpdAE35A/S4ZkHgvxU90.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=77a88b90b0e022e5c21cc39ae256dedb&type=album

I'm talking about thoughts, about a way of life, about hopes for something...
https://sun9-47.userapi.com/impg/aWpr4grBn6Lp8aEl2M5uENDxu77bpwPe1vgXSg/j1672C9pRZA.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=48f0d5dd6332e04c927e0ff200fa877c&type=album

I decided to change a lot of small things, from cleaning files and changing email, to...I don't even know how it will end yet...maybe even a job change.
https://sun9-18.userapi.com/impg/9atfu0ixrE7GnIOTSEjiErrTOBIcRZsuFeTM6g/GwleIsUMKmo.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=b32f023068338f4bb46a94a09c8dafa3&type=album

And the harbinger of this is the next notebook of the diary coming to an end.
https://sun9-75.userapi.com/impg/0GqFC8lLpRH29nSGSHKhpY38bP8v8sXUAElqmA/z9iNH7qubQE.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=0149e2b6eec522cc581cf748c563aca3&type=album

Each change of the diary is marked by global changes in my life.
https://sun9-49.userapi.com/impg/PR6_W4NRiAgA76v2Q5Dvf9N7uME-5F3r_2Ek0w/gaDYhv6YU_Y.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=dd74c3c38f3724cc3c65e7bea0e628f2&type=album

I also need to clean my mind, which is the hardest part. It is necessary to delete, erase or overwrite unnecessary, burdensome and move on. Clear the old to record the new.
https://sun9-1.userapi.com/impg/xZ6mF06DtZtNzddHUiWYAbZtTXIP00JqRs4EAg/6JfykL57oC4.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=0e5728af3e2b0487603020dc019c502c&type=album

Sosnovka served as an island of hope for me, when everything was bad, I came here and meditated. It gave me the strength to continue living and hope for the best.
https://sun9-51.userapi.com/impg/gJM3B3lrmHzvTOB3UNiHlrnykQ555Sh7i4DInw/nA5FOYXRHuM.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=ce4d3340c471a4b3f460117d4a05939d&type=album

But is it a good thing? Maybe it's time to leave Sosnovka alone, it's time to stop feeding yourself with something that has long outlived its usefulness?
https://sun9-39.userapi.com/impg/duLqA2WwWTRzBr8qT3wSHZiU6-0By4F1PWK5Ow/BPGJ-jXFnQ4.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=353b252ac4e8d5e513b408663cc614b1&type=album

It's already the past, the old memory code that stopped working.
https://sun9-52.userapi.com/impg/FEn9ndTHHkS0NOjptTcPfr-7kd6gGdYvXnF2cw/EwEa2sSJOX4.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=c89867e179d02e4eab5fdc6ce4dea9dd&type=album

Sosnovka now only works as a portal to the past...It's a pity that it's not physical.
https://sun9-20.userapi.com/impg/WQPIgwNjN2FOMk0NzkRKd22jhiNUmuOY2Rn0Bg/ZbpSN7abdS4.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=1b17e1b8b24afc0add8d16edd8ab6bed&type=album

But I'm not at all sure that I'm ready to relive the same feelings that this place gave me.
https://sun9-67.userapi.com/impg/-diiA_tFsr7PJLNv6I3NLCncDAk-NtshTZfI1Q/Yq8Ht8hJxWY.jpg?size=2560x1707&quality=95&sign=93e345a4e3957e67585986d2455e6f2a&type=album

There are more powerful places at the moment...this upgrade is inevitable, it happens by itself. And if you don't change something in your life yourself, clutter up over time, then the universe will help you clean up...sometimes in not very positive ways.

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