After A Month Of Rest And Introspection I'm Looking Forward To What's Coming by mamrita

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hive-181465 · @mamrita · Jan 30 '22

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After A Month Of Rest And Introspection I'm Looking Forward To What's Coming

When I woke up this morning I felt stiffness and pain in my neck and upper back. This happens to me very rarely and I'm already feeling better but I realized I had to change my plans for today. Part of the plan was to go through my storage space in the basement. It's not really necessary but I have felt that the energy down there is bugging me for quite some time. I want to get rid of things and just organize things better.

The plan was actually also to post about this in The Hive Minimalistic Community, a community @artemislives invited me to. Well, it's in the pipeline! Not only about my storage space but how I have been living more minimalistic over the years and that having too much stuff around me really stresses me out. But that's another post 🙂

<center>![IMG_1124.JPG](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/mamrita/Eou8i4xRyQ62hrgZGFm8EDqUmQCELmBYhB9ihd35meuLRXvctBgLh7XvPKmdVVR8Tik.JPG)</center><center>*From my living room window today. The strong wind doesn't really show. Fun fact; I actually used to live in one of the buildings on that hill.* 🙂</center>

Of course it would be great to go out for a walk but there's a storm here and it's also snowing/raining. In a way, I feel it's a great way to end the first month of the new year. I haven't done much in January. As I shared in my last post, I fell ill but when I started feeling better I stayed in a rather introverted space. I had a lot to process. There was also a lot of resistance and emotional pain. I cried a lot. I caught myself in compulsive thought patterns and I was able to penetrate these thoughts with awareness and acceptance. Suddenly there was so much space. And things slowed down also internally.

4 days ago I got my period and I felt it was so timely. As some of your might know I do my best to honor the different phases of my cycle and when I'm on my period I really do my best to rest, rest and rest. It's also an exciting time because a new cycle starts, it's like a new beginning. Sometimes I wonder how it would be to have a male body and not experience these cycles. I have come to love them. I usually draw five cards for each new cycle. One for each phase and then one for the cycle as a whole. I love this routine, it offers me guidance and often reassurance.

I'm starting to feel that I'm shedding skin. That's also why I have felt a bit lost. But new ideas come to me and there's a lot I want to do differently.

I have been struggling a lot with worrying lately, as I have also shared before. But now something else has emerged inside of me. I feel a strong desire to mess things up. To see what happens if I do so. It's exciting. I guess I'm in a process of letting go.

<center>![IMG_1117.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/mamrita/23y8zBQYWUcqcBVayQZCEZoXoejyWyQvo8Hys3WNpf8GVFDaW5zdrrjEPwEorYESyycMX.jpg)</center><center>*I love deck. I have been using it for years.*</center>

After 2 years of an intensive coach training I have also had a break from clients and practices. Actually since mid-November. And lately I have been thinking a lot about how to find my way back there. I think it's clear that I have been giving too much. So many people have also told me that I'm a very giving person and I guess that's true. Especially with my clients, I have really been giving so much. It wasn't really sustainable. It's been a learning process how to hold space for someone else without feeling depleted myself. But I'm starting to feel a desire again to coach. To build something. Create. But I also feel the first step is to start with myself. I need to find my way back to the practices I guide my clients through. And I know I have to start small and go slow. Which is *very* hard for me. But I want to do things differently from now on.

I have also signed up for quite a lot of things here in Stockholm so from next week I'll be more social again. I also want to be more active physically, this month has been a bit of an exception and that's ok. I guess I needed to just let everything go. I have kind of abandoned pole dancing but instead I have signed up for belly dancing, starting next week 🙂 I took belly dancing classes in Berlin but I didn't really get that far. I think it will help me to tap into my sexual energy (dancing always does). Actually, I have decided to set an alarm throughout my workdays and take small dancing breaks. It's just the best way to move your energy 🔥

Thanks for reading 🌸

Love and blessings to you all 💚

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tobias-g	1,153,076,826	15.75%
mininthecity	1,185,153,496	16.8%
edprivat	120,779,184,154	100%
silentscreamer	74,003,693,965	100%
mproxima	4,948,250,633	10.5%
fantasycrypto	7,819,572,509	10.5%
didic	7,557,047,529	10.5%
warpedpoetic	8,410,601,962	21%
quotes-haven	3,219,951,082	10.5%
careassaktart	1,873,972,309	6.3%
morey-lezama	1,263,735,509	10.5%
crypto-mammoth	757,651,235	10.5%
nwjordan	3,333,031,840	21%
themonkeyzuelans	3,952,607,362	10.5%
hempress	926,631,436	11%
photohunt	13,045,295,059	21%
ameliabartlett	563,880,111	3.15%
anikys3reasure	742,578,566	10.5%
atomcollector	3,485,555,576	5.25%
stk-g	599,655,681	21%
takowi	369,232,318,251	21%
sargewhale	835,564,350	100%
irgendwo	37,212,989,566	21%
vegan.niinja	1,589,291,824	10.5%
cyprianj	4,353,184,516	21%
kieranstone	3,981,537,239	6.93%
supernovastaffy	787,735,094	8.4%
karmadorje	1,928,393,787	25%
homestead-guru	5,767,511,315	7.5%
russellstockley	4,757,298,388	5.25%
steempampanga	698,965,618	10.5%
memeitbaby	716,208,104	100%
michelmake	23,729,668,476	50%
steemsmarter	775,524,608	4.95%
zipporah	10,368,129,789	4.2%
leomarylm	1,448,055,342	10.5%
dumnebari	535,411,183	10.5%
hadley4	598,304,598	21%
randumb	889,086,485	21%
superlotto	70,528,803,715	21%
notagenius	796,215,478	10.5%
ethanlee	558,553,510	10.5%
ambitiouslife	1,384,827,814	10.5%
positiveninja	3,459,943,903	10.5%
miroslavrc	2,387,565,104	5.25%
foxyspirit	605,455,512	10.5%
bscrypto	47,265,071,806	10.5%
vonaurolacu	5,852,944,355	10.5%
movingman	688,906,385	20%
amico	22,562,530,714	16.5%
greendo	613,116,793	21%
proto26	7,093,166,028	21%
scottcbusiness	735,641,007	10.5%
paypalbis	908,768,831	100%
rodrigocassio	890,331,120	100%
bil.prag	7,063,350,680	1.05%
silviomangum29	890,336,070	100%
celestialcow	2,042,158,651	3.3%
sanderjansenart	16,696,750,641	10.5%
viagens	892,677,240	100%
vittoriozuccala	7,481,160,472	10.5%
laxam	4,725,749,749	100%
koenau	6,466,598,213	10.5%
qberry	13,444,817,157	10.5%
sima369	613,622,639	10.5%
strosalia	2,562,724,449	50%
frissonsteemit	743,789,457	10.5%
rambutan.art	4,156,668,547	21%
greddyforce	1,532,621,147	7.77%
flyerchen	3,779,438,165	10.5%
elocuenciadsnuda	1,759,125,383	10.5%
genoner	652,778,404	19.95%
blainjones	5,623,061,755	2.1%
c0wtschpotato	2,247,829,914	10.5%
silwanyx	734,692,182	10.5%
therising	390,843,267,422	21%
cryptocoinkb	7,893,645,789	10.5%
ross92	628,429,422	10.5%
scruffy23	20,059,301,182	50%
elsll	721,406,642	21%
gogreenbuddy	328,217,959,509	21%
lilacse	19,277,842,118	100%
achimmertens	27,189,502,993	10.5%
kgakakillerg	16,881,115,913	10%
mariusfebruary	2,651,592,818	8.4%
outtheshellvlog	3,330,629,202	10.5%
sawyn	2,628,091,639	10.5%
kendallron	2,559,145,597	100%
petertag	1,417,464,968	15.75%
realblockchain	5,543,988,149	20%
indigoocean	4,562,887,297	10.5%
primersion	210,740,171,584	20%
deholt	754,818,911	11.55%
nashvegas	1,312,883,012	10.5%
jancharlest	513,044,507	21%
celinavisaez	8,860,535,249	30%
gwilberiol	39,234,290,043	16.8%
atimkaranezi93	7,263,762,483	25%
netzisde	1,153,526,554	10.5%
diabonua	17,341,404,533	10.5%
edanya	613,049,503	10.5%
jmjury	1,595,142,930	10.5%
pladozero	31,053,719,398	10%
minerthreat	2,265,967,709	10.5%
riverflows	576,648,108,383	100%
stevenwood	10,028,113,976	6.99%
thelaundrylady	9,499,633,461	25%
motherofalegend	2,908,965,286	10.5%
doctor-cog-diss	6,978,207,084	8.4%
dailyspam	9,670,687,427	50%
trisolaran	6,036,092,315	10.5%
steemxp	1,422,771,537	10.5%
marcuz	549,129,486	10.5%
cambridgeport90	1,634,734,487	7.5%
kolkamkwan	1,273,421,590	2.1%
wolfofnostreet	758,546,279	4.2%
uche-nna	21,990,616,631	16.8%
manuelgil64	742,572,293	10.5%
niouton	1,172,241,466	4.2%
diosmarymaiz1	2,221,512,581	10.5%
drawmeaship	5,150,582,053	50%
bimaladevi	807,970,966	10.5%
vietthuy	812,190,968	50%
schroders	739,988,464	6.3%
dzoji	6,042,977,107	21%
hardaeborla	1,582,326,547	10.5%
barbz	92,764,164,270	100%
citizendog	16,592,096,030	21%
council	986,938,801	21%
konradxxx3	1,235,099,322	10.5%
digitaldan	8,264,795,105	12.5%
yougotavote	3,316,900,838	100%
vampire-steem	756,451,088	10.5%
wildlocusthoney	571,308,854	25%
gaottantacinque	297,938,856	100%
carolinaelly	2,657,095,171	100%
mannacurrency	3,010,308,504	1.5%
longer	1,704,812,751	5.25%
blewitt	25,498,890,784	1.26%
doodle.danga	1,404,118,796	21%
hhtb	1,176,445,285	10.5%
fabrik	685,227,331	21%
olumzy	7,211,045,856	6.3%
mrnightmare89	776,705,411	4.2%
ilovecryptopl	3,471,156,304	16.8%
mindblast	1,135,583,898	10.5%
nutritree	10,059,009,408	15%
bflanagin	23,949,956,986	10.5%
mastersa	552,113,918	11.55%
armandosodano	61,469,655,398	10.5%
ezunjoshy	750,753,376	10.5%
sadbear	2,471,558,086	10.5%
bestofph	19,453,354,322	100%
smg	1,236,716,879	5.5%
hansmast	1,802,155,171	10.5%
adewararilwan	588,712,168	10.5%
viruk	1,754,700,651	21%
luciannagy	962,811,294	6.3%
vixmemon	5,615,613,319	15.75%
honeycup-waters	2,215,647,947	10.5%
yaelg	3,721,946,294	6.3%
quatro	553,267,862	8.4%
pavanjr	5,812,251,420	25%
orthodoxnudism	788,973,378	10.5%
kylealex	4,582,493,353	10%
arnilarn	414,680,292	21%
gasaeightyfive	422,349,654	100%
cleanplanet	55,703,598,968	6.3%
minimining	1,404,113,397	10.5%
otp-one	2,623,461,793	35%
coccodema	835,523,425	10.5%
rayshiuimages	660,776,096	10.5%
gamercreed	1,744,137,700	20.58%
hanshotfirst-sm	1,887,666,019	21%
thelittlebank	998,067,626	10.5%
enjoycompany	6,282,420,161	25%
pboulet	1,570,961,509	1.57%
javyeslava.photo	3,073,223,869	6.3%
porters	3,987,317,460	12.5%
trang	643,500,992	10.5%
alexxxdada	1,314,773,571	100%
cribbio	806,932,448	100%
cliffagreen	862,183,047	10%
aleestra	811,086,277	5.25%
palasatenea	5,967,355,406	10.5%
rhethypo	1,184,108,997	10.5%
predict-crypto	720,467,478	0.42%
the.success.club	9,912,210,370	10.5%
chickenmeat	4,492,352,902	10.5%
tangela	553,496,463	10.5%
xmauron3	1,183,568,034	10.5%
jackofcrows	1,142,845,534	10.5%
velmafia	545,014,308	21%
naturalmedicine	312,678,644,730	50%
ravenking13	1,060,701,055	4.2%
brianoflondon	61,432,025,084	3.15%
reverseacid	1,616,013,990	10.5%
sanjeev021	179,553,337,956	100%
esthersanchez	4,291,495,485	60%
earthtribe	27,230,866,952	50%
madmanmusic	641,169,032	21%
eliasseth	1,158,146,384	10.5%
nmcdougal94	546,993,781	4.2%
thetreeoflife	1,015,361,071	25%
astrochologist	1,267,347,205	10.5%
monkaydee293	1,701,432,087	10.5%
steemcryptosicko	41,459,875,029	4.2%
deadcountry	520,073,298	10.5%
alvin0617	1,989,082,659	10.5%
hibbi	654,933,433	10.5%
bartheek2	542,778,182	10.5%
multifacetas	549,407,495	10.5%
starbooks	619,750,146	10.5%
cakemonster	18,884,153,735	21%
themightysquid	3,249,443,012	100%
letalis-laetitia	985,301,001	10.5%
ecodesigns	989,168,073	25%
witkowskipawel	3,561,805,175	10.5%
bia.birch	4,151,750,629	25%
hubyr	591,356,541	25%
devann	11,081,099,537	4%
hiddendragon	636,747,622	38%
kiel91	132,485,878,054	49%
pandapuzzles	1,436,643,376	100%
unitqm	1,656,417,101	10.5%
theskmeister	520,971,612	100%
autobodhi	2,778,555,084	21%
morarnagringa	1,222,957,278	100%
samks	1,411,861,220	10.5%
robmojo	1,987,097,133	4.2%
solox	3,846,446,965	21%
hedidylan	611,810,983	25%
martinstomisin	551,702,995	10.5%
double-negative	522,939,412	20%
tigerrkg	43,061,864,936	100%
bit4bit	29,963,194,153	21%
enthef	676,726,239	5.25%
vaultec	6,226,653,592	12%
ozmash	753,240,139	30%
steemstorage	22,994,330,712	21%
starfighter	5,643,492,740	21%
jtm.support	769,625,560	10.5%
travisung	527,614,922	10.5%
thistle-rock	708,105,734	25%
edithbdraw	2,372,618,831	10.5%
ctime	9,354,553,443	2.5%
hairgistix	11,446,706,288	10.5%
ratspencer	533,136,872	10.5%
itsfall173	628,345,403	10.5%
arisita	895,135,542	10.5%
cooperfelix	508,863,268	8.4%
ava77	653,619,039	14.7%
neove	528,637,236	12.5%
thenakedtruth	725,396,719	21%
bluemaskman	2,375,866,856	10.5%
steemean	9,974,954,383	5%
proxy-pal	3,914,311,717	21%
proxy-tracker	831,118,067	21%
quentinvb	505,280,631	100%
rappler	1,340,363,186	25%
theithei	1,302,750,947	25%
wildhomesteading	14,636,716,044	35%
arnaldoropeza	1,020,663,111	10.5%
rankmeupclub	7,120,380,962	100%
aaronkroeblinger	12,655,244,723	50%
hashzone91	803,983,803	10.5%
cpl-17	548,335,563	21%
ambifokus	4,003,082,527	3.15%
omonomo	3,388,791,562	25%
filosof103	5,703,031,727	10.5%
hungryanu	556,492,823	8.4%
elements5	611,873,819	10.5%
photographercr	8,113,721,624	4.2%
squareonefarms	12,733,742,030	50%
epicdice	5,687,253,476	6.3%
patris	1,305,743,019	10.5%
sallhiddles	1,034,150,762	100%
iamsaray	6,465,123,232	10.5%
maclevis	1,380,483,090	10.5%
endersong	906,348,253	10.5%
monsterjamgold	8,048,029,980	10%
deeanndmathews	5,692,529,745	10.5%
edencourage	6,328,802,765	50%
robibasa	22,214,164,483	10%
banvie	50,892,057,913	100%
newtrailers	3,822,185,938	21%
juliantabaresph	715,243,577	21%
xyz001	1,315,412,169	10.5%
rtron86	5,319,252,719	50%
tggr	2,784,915,408	5.25%
dorika-bee	690,730,505	10.5%
waltermeth	550,184,562	20%
titan-c	4,720,729,467	21%
fasolo97	661,376,655	10.5%
edipascal	1,435,506,309	100%
mind.force	3,718,842,481	5.25%
psyo	1,139,465,513	10.5%
kgswallet	1,217,233,522	20%
grannabis	557,421,119	21%
bedazzled	47,280,703,172	100%
aicoding	2,217,106,874	10.5%
tokensink	10,674,863,975	21%
ivna	855,767,003	10.5%
nazer	714,198,704	10.5%
rosana6	4,907,248,225	10.5%
midnightgenny	2,701,503,259	100%
precarious	506,869,962	50%
entrepreneur.one	2,535,115,783	100%
behram	1,731,681,760	50%
bilpcoinrecords	533,390,376	10.5%
therealyme	95,992,242,947	1.57%
dmoonfire	27,294,196,724	71%
mrhaldar	5,530,703,574	10.5%
qwertm	760,185,295	10.5%
alexcocopro	504,884,302	100%
fenngen	11,130,979,132	50%
mamrita	40,460,411,528	100%
karelia	2,007,243,232	100%
ibt-survival	28,080,154,589	10%
riazud	2,399,597,793	10.5%
bella.bear	634,936,987	10.5%
sarahandsam	13,687,349,862	100%
xerxes.alpha	2,978,892,974	100%
roamingsparrow	3,126,301,092	10.5%
heroquest	997,310,706	21%
steemdiamond	2,300,765,557	21%
abachon	3,627,820,725	10.5%
zirky	14,016,494,570	35%
gloriaolar	13,035,553,857	6.3%
onestop	3,502,261,555	10.5%
worldbuilder	663,870,108	10.5%
der-fahrlehrer	2,603,548,992	71%
whalestar	1,033,964,749	10.5%
itzninjafool	2,354,730,934	10.5%
julesquirin	698,455,787	4.2%
lowlifevzla08	688,427,850	21%
groove-logic	766,629,637	10.5%
dpend.active	5,942,641,577	10%
mordorgrinders	544,084,454	21%
krisconkr	1,362,936,374	10.5%
fsm-core	10,703,690,528	50%
laruche	68,452,559,757	1.57%
abundance.tribe	12,369,529,040	15%
vicvperezdelara	4,677,490,750	25%
kyleana	661,341,764	25%
peterpanpan	4,401,315,168	4.2%
veeart	7,173,403,517	50%
spikedsamidare	652,028,626	10.5%
mami.sheh7	589,514,127	10.5%
gradeon	3,894,537,826	21%
ciderjunkie	2,187,047,750	10.5%
hiveonboard	25,950,333,102	10.5%
ninnu	6,656,742,166	1.57%
kiemis	18,633,023,985	1.57%
kiemurainen	3,598,510,646	8.82%
taniagonzalez	544,335,670	10%
kingneptune	1,110,812,402	10.5%
aquarius.academy	37,754,857,918	100%
palimanali	966,504,341	10.5%
danielapevs	2,046,161,486	4.2%
ilpaso	505,201,858	10.5%
forkyishere	1,327,153,773	10.5%
schmidi	5,871,321,219	9.45%
jsalvage	508,627,753	10.5%
warriorpaducah	607,361,607	21%
quinnertronics	4,027,662,101	2%
olliranks	522,232,529	10.5%
ilovegames	1,194,532,192	4.2%
anafae	1,845,527,262	4.2%
carmenm20	1,294,188,671	10.5%
hivecoffee	543,027,001	21%
vokus	650,662,218	10.5%
sevenoh-fiveoh	990,665,561	5%
hrcl.art	814,610,067	21%
vicnzia	7,659,028,896	10.5%
treefiddybruh	4,859,028,443	10.5%
goliathus	693,065,259	21%
dwixer	1,329,638,019	10.5%
sirpoe	625,228,332	25%
cmplxty.lotus	1,301,810,208	50%
leonelysmb	944,003,366	10.5%
hive-world	1,364,013,103	10.5%
artsyproxy	28,361,295,370	21%
altleft	80,880,120,022	0.21%
pateldhawal4	505,760,398	100%
liriadis	718,689,884	10.5%
noalys	1,696,953,369	10.5%
surya2adiga	8,380,542,416	10.5%
perkysleen	9,668,925,849	25%
borniet	1,019,846,155	10.5%
death-and-taxes	4,036,241,348	50%
blezyn	918,251,532	10.5%
sunnyag	1,128,040,811	10.5%
apendix1994	3,385,074,117	90%
chubb149	521,065,598	2.1%
leonelb	546,995,494	21%
cosplay.hadr	4,365,115,510	21%
hadrgames	4,489,173,457	21%
rawecz	3,842,736,486	21%
joey1989	865,969,120	10.5%
labeba1969	3,912,742,572	10.5%
meritocracy	229,437,177,542	2.1%
gabrielazamora10	1,343,235,395	10.5%
hiveart	824,163,096	10.5%
dcrops	86,744,062,290	10.5%
rondonshneezy	1,756,139,365	10.5%
susie-saver	926,970,519	3.75%
atexoras	947,895,422	10.5%
nirvana3003	820,074,315	10.5%
hivelifebg	1,091,134,792	10.5%
cbridges573	684,027,081	2.1%
eturnerx-honey	1,054,722,584	2.7%
bananass	5,492,542,899	15.75%
vaipraonde	864,876,374	51%
arunbiju969	2,306,637,994	14%
limn	3,326,861,410	10.5%
rubido	16,839,261,695	50%
maylenasland	587,892,488	10.5%
drricksanchez	43,612,162,719	10.5%
arita992	892,240,884	10.5%
valthy	2,222,432,112	21%
wiggl3	937,469,278	10.5%
joseluis91	2,181,426,663	21%
miroslaviv	2,870,575,179	10.5%
leoball	1,175,056,831	21%
starbork	15,113,688,279	100%
hunter-yogi	1,381,615,408	25%
maykk	462,971,197	10.5%
janettbrito76	832,220,955	2.1%
okluvmee	7,912,123,497	10.5%
milagrosmhbl	3,981,784,695	50%
chuxter	555,166,165	21%
luisestaba23	674,711,608	50%
weissdorn	2,046,987,775	21%
krrizjos18	2,170,018,808	25%
shanhenry	3,006,043,042	11.25%
twicejoy	477,693,241	25%
lunasilver73	569,154,429	10.5%
stellazinc	513,407,864	6.3%
lxsxl	8,517,649,364	10.5%
carminasalazarte	2,957,388,970	21%
davidbright	963,543,404	10.5%
traisto	9,702,029,415	100%
drhueso	1,885,967,899	10.5%
specialfeelings	4,830,149,457	10.5%
lavista	1,240,967,112	21%
lycanskiss	1,959,334,642	100%
mayberlys	1,715,277,270	50%
angdavid21	1,659,553,085	10.5%
germangenius	539,809,168	10.5%
yasern	2,999,522,113	21%
k5905200786	743,241,303	100%
lotus-es	1,905,963,243	25%
kalivankush	652,072,154	10.5%
manclar.gaming	807,151,597	10.5%
drabs587	897,827,575	4.2%
badge-646464	629,718,852	21%
onwugbenuvictor	0	100%
aries90	137,618,494,562	21%
dlmmqb	1,044,244,206	10.5%
rencongland	2,075,050,284	10.5%
cugel	3,768,417,863	10.5%
mantis-tobaggon	1,643,932,421	10.5%
era120	935,260,653	21%
barizon	1,292,802,601	100%
jrjaime	641,319,017	21%
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@brightstar · Feb 6 '22

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Wow what a coincidence. I have that Kuanyin Oracle that I've only used a handful of times. My eyes happened to rest on it today, so I felt inspired to use it. Perfect message about forgiveness and forgiving myself for not being perfect. 💞 Synchronicity

👍 mamrita

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@mamrita · Feb 6 '22

Wow, thanks for sharing 🙏🏽

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@carys · Jan 30 '22

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I am amazed that you say you love your monthly cycles.  I think you might be the first person I have ever heard say that.  I absolutely HATE my cycles.  So, I loved this post because it gave me a different perspective. I didn't know you could love this any more than I love it when I get a migraine or break a bone.  I will have to consider this.  

I think your attitude is very healthy.

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@mamrita · Jan 30 '22

Thank you for reading and sharing your relationship with your moon cycle. I understand if it's a challenge to love your cycle if you experience PMS or period cramps but there is so much wisdom there. This is a topic I'm very passionate about and I think I'll actually write a post where I elaborate more.

👍 carys

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@edprivat · Feb 2 '22

Oh god everybody's talking about their tampons! 

Me I was still thinking of the belly dancing and I was like "that's cool", did I miss the tampon part? Aaaaah! I am out!

👍 gangstalking

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@mamrita · Feb 3 '22

Haha, you are so funny 😂 I always knew it but this made it very clear 😊

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@fenngen · Feb 1 '22

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Hey, I think we men have cycles too, but we haven't gotten down to identifying them properly as the lack of bleeding keeps us from paying much attention. Most men are programmed to behave in a specific way all the time, trying to keep up with the traits that define what a "proper man" is, yet those who begin to question these traits and observe their inner processes will often find that there are shifts: times when it's easier to tap into emotion, times when the physical body is strongest, times when dreams are more vivid, times when the rational mind takes over, and so forth.

Glad to know you're looking forward with optimism, and those dancing breaks are a good idea, maybe I'll take up on that. Wishing you good vibes and Love.

👍 mamrita

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@mamrita · Feb 1 '22

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Thank you for your comment, much appreciated.

You are right of course, I didn't mean to say that men don't experience any shifts when it comes to their emotions and inner state. I just haven't heard these hormone shifts being so connected to a monthly cycle as it is for women.

I also want to add here that I don't connect all of my inner processes to a specific phase in my moon cycle. It can't explain everything after all 🙂

> Wishing you good vibes and Love.

Right back at you 🙂

👍 fenngen

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@katiecat1111 · Feb 1 '22

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> So many people have also told me that I'm a very giving person and I guess that's true. Especially with my clients, I have really been giving so much. It wasn't really sustainable. It's been a learning process how to hold space for someone else without feeling depleted myself. 

I can relate. I think in general, though, as humans we naturally empathize with others and take on others' emotions. If someone close to you is having a hard time, it's difficult to be cheerful yourself. I remind myself though that we are actually helping to lift the other person up by maintaining our natural state of positivity (within reason of course).

👍 mamrita

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@mamrita · Feb 1 '22

Thanks for stopping by 🙂

> I think in general, though, as humans we naturally empathize with others and take on others' emotions. If someone close to you is having a hard time, it's difficult to be cheerful yourself. 

Yes, that's true for most of us 🙂 But I feel you can also learn to not let it deplete you. There's a way to hold space and support someone without being affected yourself. In the moment yes, if you are fully present. But to not let it stay with you and in your body. It's something I'm practicing at the moment.

👍 katiecat1111

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@katiecat1111 · Feb 5 '22

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Oh, for sure! This is something I'm learning as well.

👍 mamrita

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@riverflows · Jan 31 '22

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Spunds like things are shifting and moving. I'm sure it's going to be an amazing year - I think the whole world is moving out of the chrysalis of the intensity of the pandemic - well I hope so anyway. 

You know I was asked for a tampon at the beach the other day and could finally say out allowed: 'those times are over - I don't bleed anymore!'. I felt so sad for a long time that I was saying good bye to my moon time. I've always been so at one with it and so reverent of it's magic, it was odd to say goodbye. I mean, I also could have given a lecture on moon cups ahaha ...

It's really really hard to find balance with working with other people when your role is to give. I find it hard to protect myself too and in the end I burnt out as a teacher. So you do need to take care of yourself and be aware of what it is you do and feel. 

Can't wait to hear more about what you're learning with herbs!

👍 yangyanje, mamrita, fenngen, gangstalking

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@mamrita · Jan 31 '22

>I think the whole world is moving out of the chrysalis of the intensity of the pandemic - well I hope so anyway.

Yes me too! I'm starting to feel hopeful about this and I'm hoping we can leave all of this behind. It's been such a strange and challenging time for all of us and honestly, I could have done way worse when I think about it.

Aw, I was actually thinking about you when I wrote about my moon cycle and thought that you might feel excluded if you read this. I can't imagine how it is to not bleed anymore but I know it can be a very creative phase of your life. After all, our cycles consume a lot of energy and when they are over a lot of our creative energy is freed up.

I'm sorry to hear you felt burnt out as a teacher. I know this happens to so many of us, especially women. I think for myself I just have to take things slow and not put others' needs before my own. And that might mean that I have to cancel client sessions sometimes (something I have never done, no matter how bad I have been feeling). But it's also a challenge to balance everything when I also have my day job and a lot of other things I want to spend time on (crypto being one of them). I just feel there isn't enough time and that makes it even more of a challenge to take things slow if you understand what I mean.

So nice to read your comments my dear friend ❤️ I hope you are well

xx

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properties (23)vote details (1)

voter	weight	wgt%	rshares	pct	time
gangstalking	0 B		0	0.01%