Whenever my frustrations make me realize how failed you are, how behind time you are, you have no future, you are in the same situation, crying like this Will die, every day a failure knocks on your door,  so i go to the past far behind long ago when my thinking was confined to a mud house in a village.

I did not know that there is a world outside of it, even then I thought that time will not change, I will die like this, somewhere in my heart there would be only one hope that would go along, But times changed, circumstances change. Then I moved to the city, Now the angle of my thinking increased and everything was new. For a while it was all very good for me to felt because I made progress.

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But then when I see the lightning speed of the world around, I would say inwardly that I am far behind, I can't move forward, I have nothing. Then I think now this is my future, nothing is going to happen to me but time has changed, again my thoughts have also changed and started thinking big, out of the city started talking about the country.

I started to sit in big people, I started to have big dreams, but there I think I am still far behind, I am nowhere, I don't want to be anything, But all this time my heart has been guiding me, he has been reminding me, Dude, just think, Just think a little. What were you. Think about where you started your journey and where you are today, do you see any change anywhere.
If it comes then think how it all happened, who did it. You didn't have so many times, you didn't know anything. Involuntarily my eyes would go up to the sky and my heart would prostrate and then I would think of pushing away the dust of thought which has been holding me since my birth. Isn't he able to take care of my future?

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Yours: Maria Kareem