I tend to have some pretty good conversations with myself, so it might not be too bad 😃. I'd probably read a lot more than I do now for sure. Just to pass the time more than anything. You are right though, it would be pretty pointless. Unless aliens came along and found you or something like that.

We are absolutely a very social species and sadly I think a lot of people are dissuaded from understanding that through one insidious mean or another. Like the people who say that we need a few billion *less* people on the planet. Why don’t you start, bud? 

I certainly don’t really enjoy things when I don’t have my family with me especially at this stage where we’ve been together so long that time without them isn’t as entertaining. I know some people hate their families and I think that’s sad on many levels. I wouldn’t enjoy a fancy restaurant without them there to share the experience for sure. 

I am a little different though if I was the *last* one left. It’s weird but I would try to make sure that I left things for others to find like aliens or something. Or future humans if we get repopulated. I wouldn’t be able to build the pyramids but it’s one of those things where you want to leave *something* and try to explain what happened. 

Hell I wonder if that’s how hieroglyphs were originally started. Their spoken language was different and maybe their written one too because they knew people wouldn’t know it. Hieroglyphs though are kind of universal. Picture of man, sun, spear, animal etc are pretty recognizable. These letters here not so much if the language is gone forever. 

> imagining oneself being dead - what does that look like?

This used to keep me up at night a lot when I was a kid. I hated not knowing!

> We want to survive for others. 

So true mate! I am an absolute mess when I am living by myself. Lack of motivation to do much of anything: cook, clean, wash, sleep. The last time my partner left me, I was staying up late at night doing nonsense while letting the dishes stack up and eating very little food because I could barely be bothered to make it.

I hate living alone, and in my while life, I've only ever lived in a leased apartment solo for about 4 months. It was awful. At least when I was living out of my car by myself, there was some adventure to camping out and the need to take care of myself in these random situations. Plus I was still making plenty of house calls through internet dating, so I was less alone than during my apartment lease. You are right, I am more motivated to do for others than I am to do for myself!

Haha, great minds think alike. I was just thinking about solitude when I was writing my daily poem.

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Once upon a time, I used to engage, for months or years at a time, in massive multiplayer online browser strategy games where alliances with strangers from all over the planet were common enough. If you were one who would go outside of some nationally based circle. If I were not able to show up in the game on time to share some mission with people whom I knew nothing about other than their ingame behavior and mIRC chats, I would feel bad about deserting them. It was kind of a high priority not to allow that to happen.  

We can absolutely imagine, there's no problem there (unless one both lacks imagination and the ability to think outside their heads).  It's just likely to be more inaccurate the less experience you have in that and related areas.

<sub>I have also at least thought about some of the stuff you mentioned coz I have/had a lot of characters and a lot of the poor buggers end up in some interesting situations</sub>

I'm completely unsurprised that "take care of/make some time for yourself" got taken to the point of idiocy too.

I think I would fill the time with doing things that bring me pleasure, be it watching movies/shows or reading books or simply listening to my favorite music. 

But yes, you do have a great point. We do things for others, that is also why it feels soo bad when our most loved ones are in conflict with us even temporarily.

I would leave my impressions for another mind (future guests of our planet). 

But seriously, I think that the Universe is a very complex thing and our consciousness exists after the death of the body. In the next world there is something to do for a curious soul.

It could feel sad and very annoying when we are in conflict with our loved ones. This is because many of the things we are doing, we are doing them for each other. Well, it's good to find pleasure for ourselves 

Sure, I would spend time creating something to get rid of boredom and loneliness, perhaps talk to it in the end :) Otherwise, one could drive crazy under this condition :)