 It's crazy the way the human body works. I remember feeling really hurt sometime ago and I could feel actually pains in my chest. How emotional pain translates to physical pain, I have no idea. I should probably have paid more attention in physiology classes or maybe I wasn't taught. What I do know is I am crazily anxious this morning and my bowels are suffering as a result. My heart feels heavy and is thumping hard. I've been to the loo earlier and I still feel like going. I know what's making me anxious and it'll stop soon. It's way better knowing why you are anxious than not knowing at all. Sometimes I feel this way for no apparent reason and it fucks me up bad. I assume there's an underlying reason even if I can't place a finger on it. Well, I'm glad I'm not a nervous wreck most of the time. How's your day going?
| author | wolfofnostreet |
|---|---|
| permlink | an-anxious-mess |
| category | hive-174578 |
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| created | 2020-07-21 07:47:00 |
| last_update | 2020-07-21 07:47:00 |
| depth | 0 |
| children | 2 |
| last_payout | 2020-07-28 07:47:00 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 0.493 HBD |
| curator_payout_value | 0.449 HBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| promoted | 0.000 HBD |
| body_length | 959 |
| author_reputation | 170,243,679,612,720 |
| root_title | "An Anxious Mess" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
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| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
| post_id | 98,636,112 |
| net_rshares | 3,452,576,380,127 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| tombstone | 0 | 10,922,420,501 | 0.54% | ||
| chris4210 | 0 | 11,305,411,430 | 1.5% | ||
| scalextrix | 0 | 599,580,216 | 1.5% | ||
| eric-boucher | 0 | 6,303,415,386 | 1.5% | ||
| thecryptodrive | 0 | 5,386,426,884 | 0.6% | ||
| anwenbaumeister | 0 | 112,478,701 | 3% | ||
| mammasitta | 0 | 669,069,494 | 0.15% | ||
| kpine | 0 | 1,694,291,123,392 | 7% | ||
| sc-steemit | 0 | 3,165,542,552 | 1.5% | ||
| charlie777pt | 0 | 1,504,585,942 | 5% | ||
| alaqrab | 0 | 1,588,835,548 | 1.5% | ||
| uwelang | 0 | 14,787,755,602 | 1.5% | ||
| lk666 | 0 | 1,424,868,026 | 1.5% | ||
| cnfund | 0 | 1,482,246,093 | 1.5% | ||
| michelle.gent | 0 | 564,395,451 | 0.6% | ||
| curie | 0 | 475,692,505,531 | 3% | ||
| modernzorker | 0 | 1,439,127,804 | 2.1% | ||
| hendrikdegrote | 0 | 38,867,690,443 | 3% | ||
| simonjay | 0 | 27,245,376,516 | 18% | ||
| yadamaniart | 0 | 967,372,576 | 1.5% | ||
| apsu | 0 | 1,822,109,812 | 1.05% | ||
| valth | 0 | 378,659,868 | 1.5% | ||
| driptorchpress | 0 | 899,583,592 | 1.5% | ||
| gmedley | 0 | 612,969,359 | 1.5% | ||
| nasgu | 0 | 810,081,995 | 3% | ||
| dhimmel | 0 | 62,530,705,495 | 1.05% | ||
| bloom | 0 | 5,598,779,544 | 1.5% | ||
| federacion45 | 0 | 3,244,411,325 | 1.5% | ||
| iansart | 0 | 4,331,408,232 | 1.5% | ||
| jagged | 0 | 1,090,417,901 | 0.6% | ||
| bitrocker2020 | 0 | 1,494,349,739 | 0.15% | ||
| sustainablyyours | 0 | 1,116,596,022 | 1.5% | ||
| yehey | 0 | 28,843,581,988 | 3% | ||
| freetissues | 0 | 571,965,508 | 1.5% | ||
| zerotoone | 0 | 577,492,127 | 1.5% | ||
| locikll | 0 | 1,181,659,818 | 6% | ||
| kalinka | 0 | 559,960,431 | 1.5% | ||
| mahdiyari | 0 | 13,195,547,410 | 3% | ||
| hhayweaver | 0 | 808,363,596 | 1.5% | ||
| d-pend | 0 | 4,278,140,780 | 0.15% | ||
| binkyprod | 0 | 905,716,837 | 1.5% | ||
| violetmed | 0 | 9,108,549,168 | 1.5% | ||
| flatman | 0 | 1,745,404,179 | 3% | ||
| tattoodjay | 0 | 9,502,757,535 | 0.99% | ||
| minnowbooster | 0 | 59,276,066,405 | 0.6% | ||
| felt.buzz | 0 | 2,032,557,229 | 0.75% | ||
| neumannsalva | 0 | 1,084,134,385 | 1.5% | ||
| stayoutoftherz | 0 | 30,255,424,950 | 1.5% | ||
| tykee | 0 | 3,196,631,308 | 50% | ||
| investingpennies | 0 | 8,213,703,302 | 3% | ||
| anikearn | 0 | 8,529,645,351 | 100% | ||
| hdmed | 0 | 3,262,187,071 | 3% | ||
| betterthanhome | 0 | 4,571,861,860 | 1.5% | ||
| revo | 0 | 11,885,927,027 | 3% | ||
| olusolaemmanuel | 0 | 588,144,702 | 2.1% | ||
| massivevibration | 0 | 9,380,362,737 | 5% | ||
| holbein81 | 0 | 27,016,484,187 | 2.55% | ||
| trevorpetrie | 0 | 1,180,515,716 | 1.5% | ||
| justinparke | 0 | 78,390,717,163 | 50% | ||
| torico | 0 | 684,349,037 | 0.99% | ||
| yangoldberg | 0 | 6,076,352,624 | 3% | ||
| minnowpowerup | 0 | 638,658,591 | 1.5% | ||
| revisesociology | 0 | 3,379,937,084 | 0.3% | ||
| cryptononymous | 0 | 897,595,903 | 1.5% | ||
| upme | 0 | 1,547,599,497 | 1.5% | ||
| gotgame | 0 | 623,048,691 | 1.5% | ||
| braveboat | 0 | 2,214,515,011 | 8% | ||
| jlsplatts | 0 | 13,269,535,144 | 2% | ||
| meno | 0 | 24,880,958,903 | 1.5% | ||
| buttcoins | 0 | 2,163,524,972 | 0.6% | ||
| toocurious | 0 | 2,410,670,528 | 1.5% | ||
| fatkat | 0 | 773,712,276 | 1.49% | ||
| josediccus | 0 | 25,339,346,691 | 5% | ||
| lays | 0 | 9,257,837,214 | 1.5% | ||
| steveconnor | 0 | 1,777,907,205 | 1.5% | ||
| samboy | 0 | 348,226,308 | 100% | ||
| sankysanket18 | 0 | 3,591,754,979 | 1.5% | ||
| dranren | 0 | 1,986,645,769 | 100% | ||
| drmake | 0 | 1,665,815,521 | 1.5% | ||
| cataluz | 0 | 912,018,680 | 1.5% | ||
| danile666 | 0 | 3,151,298,556 | 2.85% | ||
| redcube | 0 | 796,389,365 | 1.5% | ||
| stahlberg | 0 | 666,411,988 | 1.5% | ||
| gabrielatravels | 0 | 802,946,347 | 0.6% | ||
| carn | 0 | 717,878,288 | 3% | ||
| iamjadeline | 0 | 909,929,916 | 0.45% | ||
| hijosdelhombre | 0 | 1,404,831,734 | 1.5% | ||
| steemvault | 0 | 449,349,228 | 3% | ||
| communitybank | 0 | 3,684,171,720 | 3% | ||
| fun2learn | 0 | 5,377,865,053 | 3% | ||
| bennettitalia | 0 | 660,471,072 | 0.75% | ||
| utube | 0 | 1,521,571,243 | 3% | ||
| belemo | 0 | 84,547,797,037 | 100% | ||
| neneandy | 0 | 3,426,885,283 | 3% | ||
| sportscontest | 0 | 1,013,211,098 | 3% | ||
| shemzy | 0 | 16,415,226,349 | 100% | ||
| videosteemit | 0 | 2,260,454,649 | 3% | ||
| viking-ventures | 0 | 1,715,875,764 | 1.5% | ||
| didic | 0 | 1,313,912,510 | 1.5% | ||
| oredebby | 0 | 3,031,032,141 | 50% | ||
| beverages | 0 | 5,453,361,399 | 1.5% | ||
| verhp11 | 0 | 1,098,027,210 | 1% | ||
| oghie | 0 | 662,060,835 | 50% | ||
| photohunt | 0 | 3,902,222,108 | 3% | ||
| chungsu1 | 0 | 15,732,685,084 | 1.5% | ||
| barge | 0 | 5,002,844,582 | 3% | ||
| takowi | 0 | 31,856,000,021 | 3% | ||
| lightflares | 0 | 3,445,238,437 | 1.5% | ||
| doikao | 0 | 14,738,997,026 | 3% | ||
| vicesrus | 0 | 4,541,505,033 | 1.5% | ||
| zipporah | 0 | 1,488,040,879 | 0.6% | ||
| idkpdx | 0 | 131,535,022 | 1.5% | ||
| superlotto | 0 | 3,455,406,794 | 3% | ||
| frassman | 0 | 782,784,187 | 5% | ||
| norwegianbikeman | 0 | 6,198,425,527 | 5% | ||
| miroslavrc | 0 | 1,096,976,324 | 0.75% | ||
| bscrypto | 0 | 5,341,584,543 | 1.5% | ||
| movingman | 0 | 5,820,091,054 | 20% | ||
| scottcbusiness | 0 | 869,639,151 | 1.5% | ||
| camiloferrua | 0 | 1,416,695,815 | 1.65% | ||
| sanderjansenart | 0 | 1,501,046,009 | 1.5% | ||
| qberry | 0 | 1,545,246,949 | 1.5% | ||
| frissonsteemit | 0 | 556,773,098 | 1.5% | ||
| rambutan.art | 0 | 719,057,061 | 3% | ||
| greddyforce | 0 | 1,243,358,631 | 1.11% | ||
| braaiboy | 0 | 4,783,661,228 | 2.25% | ||
| kgakakillerg | 0 | 18,777,061,617 | 10% | ||
| mariusfebruary | 0 | 14,069,919,671 | 1.2% | ||
| hansdewet | 0 | 2,191,185,138 | 3% | ||
| srijana-gurung | 0 | 616,515,694 | 1.5% | ||
| indigoocean | 0 | 5,464,437,187 | 1.5% | ||
| incubot | 0 | 2,967,025,287 | 2.25% | ||
| musicvoter | 0 | 9,248,483,817 | 2% | ||
| gwilberiol | 0 | 5,195,464,976 | 2.7% | ||
| netzisde | 0 | 6,099,727,474 | 3% | ||
| musicvoter2 | 0 | 4,496,887,807 | 1% | ||
| pialejoana | 0 | 723,781,659 | 1.5% | ||
| wolfofnostreet | 0 | 9,575,587,989 | 50% | ||
| uche-nna | 0 | 2,523,084,536 | 2.4% | ||
| schroders | 0 | 1,175,804,002 | 0.9% | ||
| citizendog | 0 | 3,615,720,265 | 3% | ||
| blewitt | 0 | 3,839,618,792 | 0.15% | ||
| mindblast | 0 | 828,791,900 | 1.5% | ||
| shuri | 0 | 443,933,956 | 100% | ||
| bflanagin | 0 | 1,872,298,783 | 1.5% | ||
| sadbear | 0 | 618,555,445 | 1.5% | ||
| lillywilton | 0 | 945,660,588 | 20% | ||
| goblinknackers | 0 | 151,644,828,688 | 4% | ||
| marcocasario | 0 | 4,795,385,261 | 1.5% | ||
| laissez-faire | 0 | 62,829,521 | 100% | ||
| knightbjj | 0 | 585,235,740 | 2.25% | ||
| the.success.club | 0 | 1,344,484,321 | 1.5% | ||
| chickenmeat | 0 | 597,742,117 | 1.5% | ||
| brianoflondon | 0 | 6,091,731,029 | 0.45% | ||
| wav-dr | 0 | 540,536,721 | 2% | ||
| danieli98 | 0 | 633,574,867 | 1.5% | ||
| solarphasing | 0 | 714,345,354 | 5% | ||
| rael5 | 0 | 4,448,720,692 | 100% | ||
| cakemonster | 0 | 2,962,409,196 | 3% | ||
| curbot | 0 | 199,382,604 | 10% | ||
| khan.dayyanz | 0 | 931,993,025 | 3% | ||
| jacuzzi | 0 | 816,705,356 | 1.5% | ||
| vaultec | 0 | 2,928,153,581 | 12% | ||
| loliver | 0 | 937,466,501 | 3% | ||
| hairgistix | 0 | 1,472,167,139 | 1.5% | ||
| rem-steem | 0 | 1,611,486,498 | 0.6% | ||
| pulleyhead | 0 | 747,755,107 | 3% | ||
| maxsieg | 0 | 1,814,190,948 | 100% | ||
| epicdice | 0 | 6,597,144,595 | 0.9% | ||
| scholaris | 0 | 4,629,831,348 | 0.75% | ||
| fractalfrank | 0 | 4,365,040,685 | 1.5% | ||
| likwid | 0 | 3,617,450,600 | 0.03% | ||
| titan-c | 0 | 935,744,442 | 3% | ||
| kgswallet | 0 | 540,574,735 | 20% | ||
| tomlee | 0 | 10,461,898,641 | 50% | ||
| reggaesteem | 0 | 612,857,783 | 5% | ||
| opidia | 0 | 32,357,923,449 | 100% | ||
| joshmania | 0 | 775,689,808 | 0.75% | ||
| herzinfuck | 0 | 1,280,675,726 | 1.5% | ||
| axel-blaze | 0 | 4,284,791,407 | 0.3% | ||
| splatts | 0 | 617,658,113 | 1% | ||
| yourtop3 | 0 | 3,860,211,753 | 1.2% | ||
| pavelsku | 0 | 46,501,569 | 1.5% | ||
| roamingsparrow | 0 | 2,261,140,235 | 2.25% | ||
| risingstargame | 0 | 9,756,112,885 | 2% | ||
| hive-naija | 0 | 9,923,575,785 | 100% | ||
| hornetsnest | 0 | 2,561,829,773 | 1.5% | ||
| thepeakstudio | 0 | 948,594,107 | 1.5% | ||
| hive.consultant | 0 | 3,198,459,598 | 2.4% | ||
| the100 | 0 | 1,447,757,539 | 1.5% | ||
| meppij | 0 | 1,574,363,344 | 0.45% | ||
| rihc94 | 0 | 665,293,640 | 1.5% |
Well, with that intense crazy new moon it is pretty deep for everyone i believe. If you have ginger and lemon make a drink of that with honey and warm water about a liter and it will be good to not eat for half a day or whole day to let your body clean and regenerate . May you feel better , sweets ♥️
| author | opidia |
|---|---|
| permlink | re-wolfofnostreet-qdubbp |
| category | hive-174578 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["hive-174578"],"app":"peakd/2020.07.1"} |
| created | 2020-07-21 22:19:03 |
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| root_title | "An Anxious Mess" |
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| author_curate_reward | "" |
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|---|---|---|---|---|---|
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Thank you☺ I actually love that ginger lemon combo..I'll try it.
| author | wolfofnostreet | ||||||
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| permlink | re-opidia-2020722t03526883z | ||||||
| category | hive-174578 | ||||||
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| created | 2020-07-21 23:35:27 | ||||||
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| root_title | "An Anxious Mess" | ||||||
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