Tx aa81dffc39763ca21cf40321015ebd36c279fd4a@59680197
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59,680,197
at 2021-12-02 08:34:12 (UTC)
aa81dffc
faith65
comment options: 0.0% HBD, allow votes: true, allow curation rewards: true
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| ref_block_num | 42,434 |
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| ref_block_prefix | 2,142,769,433 |
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| expiration | 2021-12-02 08:35:03 |
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| 1. | | parent_author | "" |
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| parent_permlink | hive-161155 |
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| author | faith65 |
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| permlink | losing-a-red-fox-a-five-minute-freewrite |
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| title | "Losing A Red Fox - A Five Minute Freewrite." |
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| body | "
[Image source from unsplash](https://unsplash.com/photos/cWwqwN2uTo4)
Mornings to me, were just sad breakings that came without our consent. Sometimes I found myself laying on my bed at 2am, wishing it never happened. But I realized that I had no control over every situation.
Sometimes on my walk to school, I found people moving along with their pets and in no direct relation, I think about my foxes in the den. Sometimes, I read on the magazines about the foxes that were taken away by the appropriate authorities on the basis of them being illegal pets and I flip past the pages, hoping the next is a different topic entirely.
It still hurts and sometimes I wished my mom never had to give it away willingly. But I think to the future, one where the fox would grow so large and want some sort of dominance. A future where it would turn its back on us or feel the need to move away to its territory like most adult foxes do. I think of all these and I realized giving them away was for the best and even though I wanted the **"Red Fox"** which was my favourite to remain, I had to let go.
Now, I have come to a conclusion that losing a loved one does not necessarily mean it to be a human. Sometimes they may be inanimate objects, precious gifts, or even wild animals like the foxes. You feel the uneasiness that comes with knowing about their loss and you come to terms that it will be the past even if moving on will be hard.
One thing I know for sure, is that the initiation of the red fox into our home and the keeping, is a story forever etched in my heart and I'll live to tell my kids the tale, just maybe.
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| 1. | | author | faith65 |
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