Tx beb5735f890394fea8b71bc12a05ae4cb84a136f@58233479
Included in block
58,233,479
at 2021-10-12 23:06:54 (UTC)
beb5735f
kvngpanda
comment options: 100.0% HBD, allow votes: true, allow curation rewards: true
Raw transaction
| ref_block_num | 37,493 |
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| ref_block_prefix | 3,605,696,076 |
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| expiration | 2021-10-12 23:16:48 |
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| operations | | 0. | | 0. | comment |
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| 1. | | parent_author | "" |
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| parent_permlink | hive-174578 |
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| author | kvngpanda |
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| permlink | my-brain-vs-reality |
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| title | "My Brain Vs Reality" |
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| body | "Nothings makes sense anymore... Sigh. Hi, it's kvng panda here and here is what my brain is processing
[source](https://wallpaperaccess.com/sad-anime-black#google_vignette)
I gave it my all buh it doesn’t seem enough cause regardless what i do i still get blamed and torn down by hurtful words... I look around me in darkness with no simmer of light in sight and i wonder id i am in a galaxy where they haven't found a source of white. Might be over rated being wanting to be alive cause sanity strives have buh it not working, not when Pain, sadness and anxiety is knocking
Everyone thinks I have everything buh little do they know I’m drowning silently
Wah do you do when you can’t tell your pain cause all you’ll get is “shut up, suck it up, man up!”
People with the capacity to help says they need help too but when they are in need they come back to you….
All the horrible things were being weighed down by love, it seems so strong it anchors them all
Now that love is shattered the feelings roars out and you could slowly feel your life forces slipping out.
When all you’ve done and worked hard for turns out to be nothing , you question yourself if your life was even worth something….
[source](https://wallpaperaccess.com/sad-anime-black#google_vignette)
Thought of a partially sane person… or maybe it’s a partially insane guy" |
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| 1. | | author | kvngpanda |
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| permlink | my-brain-vs-reality |
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| allow_votes | true |
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| transaction_id | beb5735f890394fea8b71bc12a05ae4cb84a136f |
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| block_num | 58,233,479 |
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| transaction_num | 96 |
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